There are those moments in life that we meet people that are rude, arrogant or controlling. Moments like this allow us to see firsthand what is being projected from within.
Just like a movie that is being projected we forget our outside world and now completely live through the projection of the movie. Our hearts begin to race with excitement, fear or danger, or we might feel the feelings of love, hope and passion stimulated from what we are observing. The reason for the projection is to get you involved!
Each and every day someone is projecting, YOU! So if you want to "buy" into the illusion that you are powerful you will put yourself in positions that will test that on a regular basis. If you are projecting from within the lack of self confidence now this will be projected as chaos, confusion, lack of organizational skills, arguing and more. But it can also come across as a sense of more importance than it or you really are. I'm sure you've all seen the teacher’s pet that can't wait to tattle on the other children.
It is actually the person that lacks the most self confidence that will display "control" issues, tattle tale. The reason behind the extreme need to be in control of everything is because they trust no one, especially themselves.
Now, remember these are just movies being projected that are trying to get your business. If the movie can suck you in then of course there are going to be more ticket sales. What does this mean? Well, it means that now your ego can either trap you in the illusion that any of this is real, or it will free you by shining light on a deep and hidden secret within you. It's always your choice.
When we are confronted with people that are combative, abusive, and obsessive it's time to take a look inside ourselves to see why we are playing this particular movie. For me, last night my heart broke. I could see how I'd treated others, how my own lack of confidence back in the days kept me from being friends with others or even talking to others. I could see how my need to be confident put me into isolation from others and I could also see how my need to be in control brought only more chaos to my life.
As I laid in bed last night crying I felt the tender hand of God on my shoulder letting me know that I can see more clearly and to stay the love, light and life that I am. Confidence doesn't occur because we are more powerful than others, it happens because we know we are in alignment with the Divine Essence of who we truly are. I fell into a deep sleep after my tears of sadness and joy cleansed my being.
When we are confident we don't have to take the power of others in order to prove anything to ourselves or others. We are able to address people and issues head-on because we know we are confident in what we are doing and saying, not just having someone else do it so that when they do it wrong we can let them know how they should've handled it.
Oh, if I could only tell you how this used to make my staff feel when I used to do this. I only gave them part of the information needed to handle a difficult situation and that as they handled it I could condemn them. My heart bled last night for the pain that I was able to see that I had caused myself and others in my arrogant ways.
I'm not sure if I'll get to ever put into practice all the things I've learned from this awakening in this lifetime. And really, does it even matter? What matters is that we learn now who we are so that our futures are brighter and peaceful. I realize that if my world is not peaceful outside then it's not peaceful inside. No one can take that peace from me, NO ONE!
Enjoy your beautiful day!
Love, Dr. Velvete
Awareness opens the possibility for Alignment and the Willingness to Release. Free yourself of illusions within YOUR reality. What are you creating that makes you feel disempowered?
