As I was meditating on Kuf/Qof after Dwayne (hubby) and Will(son) left to get hay this morning, I thought, "Great, now I have the whole house to myself as I meditate in silence." I started to meditate and found my mind going to all kinds of things, but it quickly settled down. I asked myself what have I completed and be willing to open myself up to? I started feeling this deep sense of peace and I was going deeper into the mind of silence, there I am always suspended in this beautiful bath of love and harmony.
Then, within moments, the cell phone was dinging, the phone was ringing, the cats were jumping all over stuff and I thought, "What the heck is going on?" I stopped the meditation to answer the phone. After a brief chat with my daughter I decided to go back into the meditation.
As I am preparing myself I am watching the cats climbing all over my arts and crafts desk and I just smiled. I thought, "Nothing is going to keep me from doing this." So I closed myself and I said a prayer of thanks to God and then I asked how can I give.
What happened next was simply a blessing. That small inner voice said that to receive Gods love and peace is to live life. That all things should be in balance but the best way that we show God that we love and appreciate what He does for us each and everyday is to live. We do this by interacting with those that are around us including the cats. You see it's not about making yourself so holy that you spend hours on end praying and going into silence. These things are okay,too. There is nothing wrong or right about how we express God, but it is about the experience.
God was asking me to receive life, that the moment that I agreed to come here was my agreement with Him that I would live life to the fullest for both Him and me. The shadow of Kuf tells us that so wrapped up in our own holiness and how we think we are better than others that we forget that we are the others. God was reminding me that I am the life, the light and the way to my own experience with Him in my heart. We were never separated.
So as I thought about what this voice was sharing with me I began to see the new cycle in my life that was beginning. I could see the things that I no longer needed to hold on to in order to continue the cycle of being lost and confused.
I knew then that I was done meditating and ready to embrace my experience today, no matter what that was. I didn't need to know and don't need to know where I'm going, what food I'm preparing, how I'm going to do this or say that. I don't need to know because it's the experience and the thrill of what does happen that brings me my greatest joy. It's in the not knowing that we are thrilled beyond our wildest dreams. It's the part of us that allows our alignment to the miracle in life.
Today is Christmas Eve, many of you will be with family and friends. It's raining here and a sign that the old is being washed away and that new life is ready to flow. Allow the flow in your life by just being at peace with whatever comes your way without thinking about what you have to say or do in any given situation.
Now is the time to receive the gift and the gift is you, and the you is the experience, and the experience is life. Be open to receive life.
Love, Velvete
Belief Statement: I am thrilled my son is home for Christmas and this makes me happy. I know that he needs to be here right now. I gain joy while losing nothing.
Spirit Statement: I am home in Christ with happiness knowing we are one right now with joy in everything.
