Yes, Tzade is a hottie. It's the bases for our foundation and our existence as we see it today. And yes it's 3:33am and I'm up writing this blog. I tried to avoid it, I laid there tossing and turning wondering why was I still awake. Then this gentle voice said, "Well, if you'd just get up I'll show you the letter for today." I remembered on my own what the letter would be for today, but was lost in its meaning.
It was not meant for me just to lay there and think of this letter or meditate on its meaning, it was meant for me to get my butt up and meditate on it and become clear. And it all had to do with stuff that was going on in my life just before going to bed. Funny how the letters show up early. LOL
I had done a process with someone regarding credit, then I had someone else give another person credit when it had nothing to do with what I was talking about, but the person wanted to make sure they referenced it. This is all great, good and fine because it helps us to put the pieces together. There were no charges for me regarding either of these folks. But as I continued to look at Tzade I couldn't help but to sense there was a huge connection. And then I got it.
Credit! Since Christmas is here this is a perfect place to give an example. Say you want to show your family how well you did for yourself this year, that you don't want to look bad in front of anyone, so you take credit (Credit Card)or put off paying bills to say, "Look how well off I am", but all along you are only prolonging your misery and suffering. You're now extending your pain.
When we take credit for things in our lives that aren't true we are hiding a part of us and putting it away so no one else will see it. So the person that goes out and buys his family Christmas presents on credit is withholding himself, disconnected from Source. However, if we are open with our credit or lack of credit then we are able to express and share with others freely.
You see when we are honest with ourselves by saying, "You know mom and dad, I love you but I really need to think about my children right now and their future", then we have a person responsible enough to handle credit.
A person who lives within the shadows and doesn't give full disclosure in fear that if people found out the true source of the material then they would no longer be needed; which is not true, they would still be very much needed, the hidden agenda keeps them closed off from others.
Now I'm not talking about the occasional quote or even material that is being applied here and there to support what someone is teaching. What I'm talking about here is when we take credit for the creation, and here is where we have Tzade. Tzade is honesty, integrity, righteous and just, it's the part of us that desires to serve and to give at the highest level possible. But we can get so wrapped up in our own self-righteousness and taking credit for everything that it closes us off to receive.
When people don't get what you are talking about then you have not embodied it for yourself and you are now borrowing the credits of another for your own gain. When people are confused by what we speak, say and do then we are borrowing credit way, way, way back because now that humbled part of us is resting some where in ego land.
So many people desire to bring spirit to matter, but what matters to them is ability to take credit for it when it was God's work in the beginning. When we want something and can't wait for it to show up and go out and buy, steal and/or cheat to have it right then, we are telling God, "Move out of the way, you're not doing it right." Whatever happened in just allowing things to show up?
I remember when I first started experiencing this whole concept. I drew out this beautiful water fountain on paper and where I wanted it out front on the property, and even drew the flowers around it and then I told everyone that's what I wanted. Well, I got it for a Mother's Day present and that fountain has been a continual process for me. You see....God wasn't giving it to me when I wanted it so I forced it into creation. Whenever we force anything into creation it won't last. All things made in ego land are temporary. So the treasures you have that have been man made, they will all go away one day. Even the crystals that you hold so dear will all fade away one day, except the ones that came to you.
But truly what Tzade is asking us to do is transform ourselves into full embodied spiritual, compassionate, sharing, humbled people. And it's easy to do!
Be honest! The foundation of who we are can be found within our actions, these actions will reflect the mind, and the mind will be guided by the heart.
What is in your heart? When you go to the store do you feel good for the purchase or are you making the purchase to fill a void? Know that when you are happy and complete inside external things will no longer define you.
Christmas is a time to remember the Christ within, the light that shines within us all no matter who we are or what we've done. Tzade reminds us that we are all united, and that some of the people that you would call poor souls are actually angels guiding and assisting us. Christmas isn't about how much money you can spend or buying the best gift to show up the parents. It's about giving without expecting praise, giving without someone knowing that you just gave, it's about loving everyone, it's about opening your heart and home and welcome in spirit. It's about giving God credit for the work He has done and how easily everything can come to you.
You see all you have to do is stop doubting that it's real and that God does provide exactly what you need that you'll start aligning to more and more in your life. But it will be your fear that will impede this at first, then you'll want that experience again and again until you finally get used to it. You see God isn't out to destroy your mind that miracles can happen, He's just waiting for you to open your heart.
Belief Statement: I am ready to sleep now that I have done my job and this feels fulfilling. I know that God is guiding these words for some reason which is not for me to decide. I gain awareness while losing sleep.
Spirit Statement: I am awake now with purpose and fulfillment in God's guiding words of confidence, awareness and enlightenment.
You see enlightenment simply means being awake. When you're awake you're awake.
Love, V
