As I meditated this morning on this letter I thought about the support that Gimmel brings in my life. It was then and only then that I realized the sacrfices that people have made for me, or the illusion that they have. The reality of it is they did to some degree because they had to play a role that went against their true nature, LOVE.
Then I thought about all the times that I appeared to be someone or something other than LOVE. It would just hurt my heart. I didn't want to play that role, I didn't want to say those nasty things, I didn't want to hurt people. When we surrender to God, any ill action that we "thought" that we did He is there to support us in knowing it was the betterment of all involved. Sometimes it's difficult to see it that way in the midst of it all. But it truly takes time to look deep within the soul to know that God is still there.
Gimmel is the third letter of the Aleph Beit and it's asking us to become aware of good deeds. By becoming aware of these good deeds allows more growth, awareness, understanding, joy and more love. While meditating this morning I saw the top of the Tree of Life. There I could see the triangle of Keter, Chokman (Hokhmah) and Binah.
Keter is the divine essence, Hokhmah is wisdom within us of our knowing of God and Binah is the understanding. I thought about how this was important to Gimmel and I could see how the three supported one another. But what was the foundation? What is the support that makes any of it real? As I looked through my books for further understanding I found it, Da'at! It is this divine inspirations. "It's the Knowledge that emerges out of nowhere and comes direct from God," ECP. It continues to say that Da'at is not only observation but becoming.
Da'at seems to be the foundation that supports all three. It's the knowing that you are being supported and loved through it all. It's the part of us that gives of loving kindness just because we are the divine essence of the knowing. It is what gives us the strength to carry through all actions of love.
Gimmel is asking us to believe that we have this internal resource. It's like the camel that can travel for miles and miles without water. We have this endless source of light within that is always supporting us through our journey. But just like every gift we are being asked to honor this wealth within us. To honor this means to let go of your attachments to the ideas, or restrictions you've put on to God, people and even about yourself. For true Knowledge "Da'at" then you must be willing to let go of attachments.
Gimmel is not asking us to go seeking or running after someone that we feel needs our assistance. It's not asking you to save anyone. And it's not asking you to enable others. It's simply allowing you to recognize that true loving kindness begins with knowing you have an endless supply of Love. This creative energy will guide you where you need to be today. It will guide you to the person that needs you today.
Of course we could look at it that "no one" needs you but rather you need them. The support they are offering you to recognize your own love and giving. We can even do this with a poem, a piece of art, or just with a song. You see? Let go of your attachment of what loving kindness means to you and God will show you so many more ways to fulfill this cause.
If you desire to know more about Da'at Elizabeth Clair Prophet has a book titled, "Kabbalah" Key to Your Inner Power. Take what you need and like and don't worry about the rest when it comes to doing your own research. You'll be guided to the answers.
So allow your loving kindness to become reality for you today and be the light.
Belief Statement: I didn't understand how things were manifesting so quickly for me and this made me feel wow. I was surprised to see how quickly it was coming. I gained awareness while losing doubt.
Spirit Statement: I know manifesting is powered quickly being aware and confident.
Much love to you all as we complete this journey together.
