Life is about cycles. There is a season for everything and everything has a season in being. When we look at the Winter Solstice we see that it's a time to reflect, to go within and enjoy the longest night of the year. It's a time to also celebrate for what has passed, what has been, and what is no longer going to be as well.
Before doing my meditation this morning I prepared breakfast for Dwayne and me. He came out and said, "Wow you whipped that out in "no" time." I shared with him that it was funny that he said that because I realized that when I "think" about what I'm going to do and how I'm going to do it that it takes me forever to get something done. For instance the totes that were brought from the store to the house....well as I thought about where I was going to put all the stuff I became overwhelmed and avoided putting things away. But one day when I blessed the situation I found that the totes quickly unloaded themselves. LOL...like magic.
I knew that a cycle had ended for me regarding the store but it was only my thoughts of the what ifs and what nows that kept me suspended in time. During the meditation I was reminded of the 40 year journey in the wilderness of the Jews. Many Christians know this story and ask, "Why did it take them so long, when it should have been day trip?" Good question. But ask yourself the same thing. What keeps you locked in doing the same thing day in and day out? What is it that you do that keeps you from moving out of the wilderness and into the land of freedom?
I asked myself this question and realized that it was only the wilderness of my thoughts that would keep me wandering around. I would think about how to do this, how to say that, what to do next and I kept running around in circles. I kept myself separated from Source by thinking.
I told Dwayne this morning that I realized that time was created only within the mind. The illusion that we are actually doing something. There is nothing wrong with doing something, but it's the thoughts of all the what am I going to do next. I know more and more the formula that I was given several years ago is on point. That Time= Mental Resistance, which creates the 3D world.
When I am not resisting my journey things flow for me. That is what Chet is asking us to do, to allow the flow in LIFE to be. Chet is LIFE. This life is not to be feared, which can happen with so many unknowns. Chet is showing us that it's okay to be a little afraid, but to allow this fear to bring us more life.
While meditating on Chet and realizing it was a new cycle in life for me I started thinking about the party I've got coming up. I starting thinking about making candy apples, spices, and all kinds of little treats. All of a sudden I started feeling anxious and scared. I had to take a deep breath to center myself again and God said, "Where did you go?" I stopped and said, "I went to the party in my head and was thinking about all the things that I could do." God said, "And how did that make you feel to be thinking all of those things without me?"
Wow, that was it. I was only feeling anxious and scared because now I was projecting outside of myself. I was projecting outside of God. I wanted to make sure that everything was so perfect that I thought if I put it all together in my head I'll have all my bases covered. But God was right there with me telling me that I was now feeling fearful because I was separating myself from Him.
The point or lesson that I feel that He offered to me this morning was this. It's okay to think about things, it's okay to plan for something and it's actually really okay to do stuff. But when we start to project is when we start feeling anxious and disconnected. Meaning that if it's not His idea and Will we can feel separated and this separation feels frustrated, anxious, fearful and all kinds of other little annoying feelings.
This weekend we experienced an end of one cycle and moving into a new one as we performed the most beautiful and heart felt ritual I've ever, ever, ever experienced. It was our way of saying, "Yes, God....I am Here!"
Zayin is asking us to rest and to reflect on what has been. Chet is asking us to understand and know that now we are going to move into another cycle of the UNKNOWN. We don't know where we're going or what were suppose to be doing at this point in life because we're still learning how we are projecting and separating ourselves from Source. The Jews wander around in the wilderness for 40 years because they were disconnected. They had no beacon system and refused to feel and only lived within the mind.
When we move into our heart that is where we find God. When we move into our heart, that is where we have realization. When we move into the heart that is where we find the flow. And when we move into our heart we know that no matter what is being asked of us that life will be found.
I receive these little messages from the Universe and this is what it said today, \
"What if, Velvete, you received an award... for every moment of your life, for whatever you did or didn't do?
Chet is the part of us that receives this reward, this satisfaction for just living life. No matter what you do or don't do there is always a reward. You may not be feeling it right now but there is.
So you see you can continue to wander around in your own little wilderness for as long as you need to. It won't matter because 8 reminds us of the life that we are, continual. There is no punishment, just rewards for a job well done. If you haven't made a move, job well done. You've been the best person you could be and not doing anything. And thank you for doing it because I couldn't sit still.
If you are a person that can't make up your mind then be the best at it that you can be and give yourself lots of things to be confused about. If you're a person that likes to be busy and avoid what is within you, then be the best at that. No matter what you are doing or not doing there is a reward waiting for you to say, "Job well done." It's only you that think you should be doing something different that keeps you disconnected and connected all at the same time.
Chet is asking us to look at beyond what we know and explore what we don't know. To raise our vibrational level to a higher and brand new area we've never been before. I feel the ritual that Dwayne and I performed yesterday is this part of Chet working in our lives. It moved us into a higher vibration state of peace.
Making breakfast for someone today? Then don't think about it just start doing it and watch how easily everything unfolds. Have to do a presentation today? Then don't think about it just watch how it unfolds.
I tell people all the time that I don't put my presentations together until just before presenting them. Why? Because I know that when I take myself out of the way of God's work then His Will is done. But when I start thinking about it and saying, "Well I wonder", about this or that, then I am no longer connected to Source, but now to my what if part of me. The what if is only that part of me that "I" create.
Belief Statement: I have moved from an important cycle in my life and this feels exciting and scary all at the same time. I don't know what I'm suppose to be doing right now. I gain a little fear while losing a little focus.
Spirit Statement: I am life excited in love now. I know my Being now is in love and focus.
You see this spirit statement tells us the truth of who we are. We are all love, we are all to be focused on this love of being. When we move further into this truth we realize that judging another only leads us into judging ourselves. That any resentment held is held against that part of us that we are unwilling to love and be a part of.
So stop being afraid of loving yourself and just jump in.
