On this beautiful crisp Sunday morning I meditated on Zayin. It's interesting because we are suppose to, one day a week, not only rest, but on that day of rest we're to dress in our finest garments and eat good quality, expensive foods. I thought about how that when I was raising my children that every Sunday was a big event for us. Not only did I enjoy dressing up for service, but I loved cooking the traditional Sunday meal. The kids all loved it too.
It was a time for everyone just to kick it back and relax as we enjoyed the company of one another as well as fine foods. Whether it was at home cooking or taking the kids to an expensive restaurant. It was all good.
But during my meditation something else came up. A thought about what is it that I'm willing or need to give up. There was only one thought that kept coming to my mind which has to do with a part of a business I own and run. Of course I wanted to know more of why I was being asked to give this up, since it is how I make a living.
What happened next surprised me! When we look at what we are thankful for in our lives we must be willing to know that God is constantly expanding Himself, as we are constantly expanding ourselves. Any source of struggle is an opportunity to look at how or what we are aligning to. It was at that moment that I began to thank God for all that I have in my life. My gratitude poured from my pores. I was so thankful and knew at that moment that is how we are blessed.
You see when we are truly thankful for all that is that is when we are able to bless others; but also that we expand instead of contract. This expansions occurs when we are WILLING to receive God's love.
Greed comes from a mental attitude that some how we deserve what we want in life. That all I have to do is project out into the world what I would like to have happen in my life. Instantly when we do this we are retracting God. We are saying this is how it's going to be, instead of "God, thank you for the wait."
That's how I knew that this part of my business I am being asked to give up was right on point. The people that call me for HCG have an attitude of deservingness, desperation, desire beyond words. Not all of them, but most of them. It was letting me know to let go of what I expect and to receive the unexpected.
As we were sitting at the table with Dwayne's Co-workers last night I saw beauty and humbleness within them. I looked at one of the ladies and I said, "Thank you God for blessing her in her win tonight." As soon as I said that her number was called and she won. She was so excited. I said not a word, why would I do that? That would have been ego disconnecting me from God, her.
When she came back to the table with her mini ipod she said, "Oh I wanted the flip recorder." I witnessed what most of us do in our lives. God blesses us and then we immediately say, "But that's not what I wanted." I thanked her in my head for being the shadow that she was being for me. You see, how many times have you done that? Yes, God....but this isn't what I asked for.
God knows what you need more than you know yourself. So when you shut down the gift of a relationship because you "think" it's not what you want, think again. It's exactly what you "thought" into being. You'll get that here in a minute just let it sink in.
Zayin is asking us to carry our sword! When I see this I know it means to be diligent in my receiving of love. It means to me to watch for those greedy moments and to cut them out of my life.
LOL, it's funny how I said that HCG had become such a greedy thing for people and yet I have it right in my own home now. So for those of you that order this product from me know that it will no longer be. God is aligning me to my truth, I'm aligning to my truth. I trust and know, without a shadow of doubt that I receive God's Grace.
How? Because it's already happening. I'm just aligning to it each and everyday. The miracles in my life are becoming the norm instead of the occasional.
Today, I inspire everyone to meditate earnestly on Zayin to see where you have disconnected yourself from God's grace and are not allowing His Love to flow in your life. If you find something you are unwilling to give up, there it is.
All things come and all things go.
Belief Statement: Everything was perfect about this weekend, the beds, the food, the company, the dancing and this felt joyful and exciting. It just seemed to flow without any desire or input from Dwayne and me. We gained relaxation and appreciation of sharing while losing nothing.
Spirit Statement: We are perfect in joy and excited while in the flow of appreciation while relaxed in sharing everything.
Enjoy, Velvete
