Day 234 of 400 "Dreams"

I just couldn't hold my head up last night past 9pm so we went to bed early. It was the most amazing sleep I've had in a long time. It's always interesting to me how healing our dreams are even when we don't understand them. Even though my body is still sore from yesterdays practice I know I will get stronger in the positions, as well as with my rest and my dreams.

How can dreams help us to heal? It allows us to see the symbology in everyday life. Like last night I dreamt of a really, really tiny naked baby. A baby can represent a new idea, but it can also mean a belief. Take for instants you have an idea that you'd like to have a new house, is this the belief that the old one is not good enough, or that you need more room, or whatever else? So an idea can and usually does start with a belief. With the baby in my dream being very tiny and naked I took this as that my beliefs were being exposed and shrinking. They're still kicking and screaming though. And in the dream I took the baby and wanted to love and cloth it. Many would ask, why love and nurture the belief at all, why not just cancel them out? Because I am learning that by putting my beliefs out of sight and out of mind that they are causing a ripple effect in my life. Just as our book states that all beliefs can cause a ripple effect in the sea of consciousness. And not only that, but what we resist will grow in our lives.

Say for instants you have a belief that you want to be married and settle down. Ok, this may seem like a really good goal, but goals are for future projections. Now, say for instants you believe that you have to know each and every detail about finding a mate or business, or money, whatever it is. It is those beliefs that took place in your life before this moment that are affecting your life now. Why? Because you have not loved the original belief that caused you the pain and suffering to begin with. You are trying to resist being hurt again. We all do it. How many times have you heard someone say, "Well if I knew that before I started this I wouldn't have done it." We all have heard this. But look at the blessing of the experience.

The truth of the matter is this, our dreams can help us to see what we are healing in our lives. They give us room to expand on the realization that love is all there is. That we never really get hurt in any situation, it may feel like it, but that's your belief, that this or that is going to hurt me in some way.

I also had a dream last night that my office manager accepted paper money as payments. It was $100 bills that were printed off from a printer and looked warn. When I touched the money it just crumbled in my hands. This dream felt so real and I felt so awake that I actually said I'm going to talk to her in the morning about this. LOL..This was just a dream, There was no fake money, but instead all money is fake. All money isn't real. It's just an illusion and being the angel that it is to help you understand what is blocking you through your beliefs. And just because you can say, "Oh, I'm rich I have lots of money", money does not define happiness. You can have all the money in the world and still be the lonelest SOB on the planet.

So now I know all of you can't wait to see what that all meant. LOL...me either.

One of the processes I did yesterday was about my worth, my value, and my love. If this is changing within me and I understand I am love, I am worthy, and that I am value then this would make sense that the money crumbled. I will have a new worth and new value system that will now support me in all that I do. My office manager in the dream was supportive, loving and kind of the situation. In the dream she actually said, "I will take care of this right away." I just looked at her and laughed that such a thing had happened and I said, "Now what?". LOL, isn't that what we are all waiting for, the now what? LOL....after we go through so much healing we have to see our signs in our dreams because there we still see ourselves as safe. In this world/dream we still see things as a danger to us rather than the blessing they really are.

The next time something happens to you notice what's going on around you and pay attention to your signs. You'll be amazed at what happens next.

Belief Statement: Just because you have all the money in the world doesn't mean this will make you feel happy. I appreciate that everyone is different in their experiences and I have no room to judge. I gain awareness while losing nothing.

TRFT: Just because I have all the money in the world doesn't mean this will make me happy. I appreciate that I am different in my experiences and I have no room to judge. I gain awareness while losing nothing.

Relief Statement: I am abundant in happiness. I appreciate my experiences with acceptance with awareness in everything.

Just look at that relief statement. It allows me to see that when I accept what I "think" is happening to me I become more aware in everything. That my experiences are enriched.

If you are resisting anything in your life right now, pay attention to it, see what it is, love it and embrace it with all your might. The only reason I think people are awkward is because they have all this energy tied up inside of them they don't know what to do with. They don't know how to let go and let live. Accept that you might be fat, lazy, bald, or whatever else and appreciate it.