My very first day of getting into a Yoga Studio to practice. It was a blessing to hear the instructor continue to remind us not to judge our bodies and that we're going to fall. We're also going to critize ourselves and our bodies because that's what we've been taught. She reminded us to be gentle with ourselves because we are learning something new about ourselves. Out of patience and practice we become stronger and understand how and when to listen to our bodies. So many of us, including me, have struggled with our perceptions about our body that we continue to abuse it in one way or another. But the body is not the enemy here, only your mind. So it truly will be a whole mind/body transformation for me.
If you are reading these words and say that you love your body and that you feel you are perfect in everyway then you are divine and have no problems at all. However, if you have acid reflux, headaches, obesity, anxiety and even baldness you are abusing and blaming your body for something and are not perfect. The reason I say this is you can agree with yourself that you are the most handsome man on earth but do you experience any internal discomfort within your body. Even joint pain is a form of abuse of what we are unwilling to deal with. I speak with patience and love here because I do this myself.
After my class I felt invigorated and relaxed all at the same time. I felt like I had just cleansed my mind, body and spirit, complete! I left my cell phone at home and think know that was the Divine Plan because it allowed me just to be with me in the car during the 50 minute drive. There were little thoughts that popped into my head, but for the main part I just witnessed life.
For the total mind/body experience I purposely scheduled my training session today with Maha. It was absolutely the most wonderful gift I could have given myself today. With all my beliefs about what I "thought" was happening to me at the hands of other people kept me from being 100% connected. Now most people see me as pretty connected. Can you image what it's going to be like when I am 100% connected/clear. That may not happen in this life time. And I'm very pleased, for the first time ever, to say that's okay. I'm not worried about whether it's going to happen or not in this life time. I'm just happy to be living again. What I mean is that I never realized how deep my sorrow and pain went and how that illusion kept playing out in different relationships within my life.
The HMLM helps us to see what our illusions are. We also need to ask ourselves that if we are so quick to tell people that they are creating their realities, what are they creating it out of. Are they created it out of more greed, anger, lack, etc., etc.? If we do not lift the belief that is causing the pain then we will continue to create that same illusion over and over and over again. The actors come and go, but it's the same ole' story.
As a Metaphysician I understood that it was only I that needed the healing. That I learned what I did so that I could teach myself over and over and over again. Some people don't want to do that. These things are to be shared with one another, it's not for us to say what is right and what is wrong. However, if you go against your heart when you know you should keep your mouth shut then this is different.
Some people think that when you speak firmly to them that this is an attack. This would not be true for sometimes love has to be firm, it's only the perception of the other person. You are speaking firmly to you. You are trying to wake up.
I've been speaking firmly to myself and giving myself love every where. I love that I am coming into more of my loving. This is who I am. I will never be able to get rid of that so I will just need to enjoy the ride. How 'bout you? Ready for a ride? This ride will include ups and downs, it will include bumps along the way, and yes it will even include sorrow...but this time without judgement that someone or something is doing it to me. It just is as it is so that I can embrace all of who I am.
Belief Statement: I thought my mother could care less about me and this made me feel unworthy and unloved. I didn't understand why she could not love me. I gained frustration while losing hope.
Credit Statement: I thought I could care less about myself and this makes me feel unworthy and unloved. I don't understand why i could not love myself. I gain frustration while losing hope.
Spirit Statement: I know I care for myself in worthiness and love. I know love is me with peace and knowing.
Enjoy!
Awareness opens the possibility for Alignment and the Willingness to Release. Free yourself of illusions within YOUR reality. What are you creating that makes you feel disempowered?
