Okay, so there are signs every where telling folks everything is 75% off to close the health food side of our store to allow us to expand on the things that we truly love to do. What makes people, knowing this come in and ask us to special order products that we don't even carry? Is their skull that thick that they don't understand what we are saying? And these aren't the people that we have done this for this is for people that only show up every leap year. LOL You gotta laugh.
So I thought about this for a moment to see what it was that was really going on. I saw them mindless, completely unable to retain information that was just given to them. I realized that this was my opportunity to see that it was me going out of my mind that would bring me to retaining the new information that I was given and giving.
When they would ask me to place these orders and I would say, "no" with authority and conviction it was like they were upset that I was standing up for myself. I realized that this was my own reflection that it was me finally listening to my heart and the ego wasn't liking that so much. I am strong in my direction and now I'm testing myself to really see if I'm going to be divided. I'm not divided! I know this with all of my being. I love the fact that I'm not in control and have made room for God to live through me in strength and respect. It was only my illusion that I was ever in control or clear that kept me divided.
So I thank all the people that have come in to test me today. I appreciate the opportunity to see myself through you and welcome it. I love you for playing the role that you have, no matter how stupid it may appear to me. LOL Your mindlessness is my blessing.
Belief Statement: People are crazy thinking that I'm going to order product for them when they've not shown me respect or bought with me before and this makes me feel frustrated and angry. I appreciate the opportunity to learn and grow while gaining awareness and losing time.
TRFI: I am crazy thinking that I'm going to order product for myself when I've not shown myself respect or bought with myself before and this makes me feel frustrated and angry. I appreciate the opportunity to learn and grow while gaining awareness and losing time.
Spirit Statement: I am right knowing owning my self respect and support in comfort and love is an appreciation for opportunities in learning, growing, awareness now.