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Thursday, June 3, 2010

Day 164 of 400 "Drama"

Drama, we all have it but why is it there? Well....we could choose to allow it to rule us or to empower us. Someone might ask, "How can we allow our drama to empower us?" If we rise above any situation does it not empower us? And rising above something doesn't mean beating it to a pulp, but to truly rise above the drama and situation and allow it to show you what you continue to separate yourself from. Ultimately it will be yourself.

I had a heck of a day with all my "test". It was such a battle that I felt completely exhausted yesterday. But as soon as I did my spirit statement I felt the release. I had held on to that situation/drama trying to figure it all out. I wanted to know why someone would be so mean to me. Now...of course no one does anything to us...so I decided to lift into the light and allow my lesson. It doesn't matter how long it takes for us to get to that lesson realization, spirit is gentle and kind, just as long as we get to it.

So after taking the reins and trying to do this and that...and creating more drama out of the whole situation I realized I was being used. I had become the "tool". LOL...gives that word a whole new meaning. Anyway, the light bulb went off and I sat quietly.

Belief Statement: She is unwilling to wait for the product. This makes me feel sad. I am confused. I'm gaining doubt while losing energy.

Spirit Statement: I now produce a happy attitude in confidence with energy.

I had to laugh as I was writing the statement out. I realized that I had allowed the lower energies to make me doubt my own light, love and purpose. I realized that when I am "one" with self that I would not have experienced such lack in my life. I was abundant again and realized that all was well.

I blessed the lady that I had assumed was hateful because she was my greatest gift for the day. I don't need to tell her that. I don't need to explain to her what a blessing she was for me, that would be coming from ego and sounding very boastful. We don't need to tear anyone down while lifting ourselves, however, we do lift others in the moment we lift our self. Got it?

Blessings to you all. Each and everyone of you will see something different in these words for they will be written for you from the perspective in which you reside. My perspective changed yesterday after I released my belief and allowed. Cool!

Until tomorrow. By the way....everything today went so naturally calm and had a nice rhythm to it. Let go and let God. :)