My "Lot" in Life

Very interesting how life is full of hidden messages and clues regarding the fate of our existence. After a very special initiation yesterday afternoon and then having a day of profound peace I was ready for my first test/task. If it had not been for this grounding of the God from within I know I would have falling deep within the lower mind.

As I listened to my son sharing a story shared to him how a person in his life only went out with me because he lost a bet I could hear the ego come through his voice. As I sat there in disbelief of what I was hearing while staying neutral and open I could feel my tears coming to the party. My heart began to ache and my mind began to wonder what dream was I now in, how did I get here and why was I being brought here?

After my son finished the story I just let him know that we each have our own stories and our stories allow us to see the kind of person we are from within. Surely after getting off the phone with him after about an hour of this my lower mind decided to dance all over my heart. So I sat there in aw and decided I better process this quickly.

While sitting quietly doing the process that someone only went out with me because they lost a bet I felt my heart warm and felt the wings of the angels upon me. I realized that the individual that made this statement was coming from a place of lack, but that I welcomed my "lot" in life head on, that "I" was the winner of that coin toss. I was the winner in so many ways with two adorable children, and the opportunity to wake up. It was then that I heard a voice tell me to look up Lot in the Bible.

What I quickly discovered is that I was given clues to my divine being and the portal way that I was crossing. First, Lot means veil, hidden, covered; second, his wife looked back and turned to a pillar of salt; and third Lot was a Prophet. But it gets better and I'm going to share with you this now, he had 2 angels that came to warn and take him from Sodom and Lot was warned that the city would be destroyed.

Now, we must remember that symbolically we are all going to experience our "LOT" in life at some point in our life because the veils and the hidden or covered reality will be revealed.

Now Abraham ask God if he would spare the city if he could find 50 righteous people. The number 50 is the letter Nun in the Hebrew Aleph Beit, with this said this means "fish", the Messiah, Heir to the Throne. Of course Abraham continues to ask this question until he finally gets it down to 10, which is Yud/Yod meaning the hand, symbolizing the power of the creative energy.

Lot tried to warn his son-in-laws about what was getting ready to happen to the city, but they just thought he was joking so they refused to leave. The angels at this point are telling Lot let's get moving, but they literally have to drag his butt out of there because he's just not wanting to go. Now of course his wife, well she was in such "attachment" over the whole thing when she looked back she turned to salt.

We can see that God is letting us know that He understands our love for people who are asleep and that He will always charge His angels over us to bring us right to where we need to be. When we decide we want to revisit the past, that is where grief (salt) lies. Looking at our past with resentment, hatred, lies and deceit will only harden our hearts and cause grief and sadness. We are always asked to look ahead and to only have our eyes on God. How can we have our eyes on God when we are always looking at how to prove ourselves right about our decisions in life, or having regret for leaving those that have chosen not to awaken? When we find ourselves doing this,this is an excellent time to practice the Higher Mind and move into a process.

The town of Sodom is simply a city that didn't want to wake up, they were lying to themselves and had gotten so greedy with material wealth and gain that they no longer trusted God but had to join forces and unions with other countries. Sound familiar?

Folks, we need to wake up now. We have falling so far into the material world we don't even know what's real any more.

About those two angels.....during my pregnancy with my son I had just laid my daughter down for a nap and decided to lay down myself. As I was laying there I heard what sounded like two people coming in the front door. As I laid there wondering if it was my husband I opened my eyes just a bit only to see angelic beings at the door. One was huge and the other one smaller, the smaller one asking if he should warn me. The bigger being said, "No she will be fine." We always have our angels looking over us and when we are in danger of losing ourselves to this illusion they will make themselves known. Just as they did with my son when he almost died and when they came to my aid when I was sick after my father-in-law transitioned.

I was being given clues tonight that there are those that are still very much asleep and the key is to not be attached to their story but to keep your focus on the higher mind. Of course the higher we go into this reality the more it seems there will be those that will try to stop us, defeat us, and even cause us harm. But they cannot do this, that too would only be an illusion within the mind. Our angels are always there watching us as we sleep to make sure that when we wake up that we are secure in truth, love and light.

I'm happy for the lost bet, I'm happy for all the ups and downs in my life, and I'm most happy for the experience within this life. And no matter how attached an individual would like for me to become, or how much I would want myself to be in this life I seek the higher truth, the higher love, and the higher mind. And I know that to lie to anyone is only to lie to myself about the truth of who I really am, a Child of God. For those that seek another kind of story, that's okay. You see one day Sodom will come again and in that moment I will rejoice with you because you will be freed of your lies and hellusion. We all will!

But we don't have to experience Sodom as long as we stay within integrity to what is right. We are each our own Messiah and each are Heir to the Throne. As soon as we learn to stop stepping on top of each other in order to make ourselves look good here in the physical world the quicker we will experience heaven here on earth.

What is your Lot in life? Is it going to be more hidden and covered lies, or LOVE?

Oh, and by the way, the story that I have regarding the event of the date was pure love, bliss, and joy. I became a true artist during those days because my love was so profound, so I know that's the truth of who I am inside because my story reflects what was happening inside of me.

Enjoy,
Dr. Velvete