For those of you that have been keeping up with this blog today is the 400th day. That means I've done 400 days of processing and 400 days of communicating with self on a daily bases.
When I was inspired to do this blog I really never knew what it all meant or how it was really going to turn out. It really wasn't for me to "know" but rather just to experience.
Many want to know has this process changed my life and the answer to that is yes. But it goes beyond just me, it goes to my children, friends and even to parents. You see we are never alone because we are always one.
I have learned that some people just aren't ready for miracles in their lives because this causes to much fear within them. They don't know how it happened and explain it as weird or witch craft simply because they don't understand. But the truth I have found is that at the end of every one of my illusions that I dealt with there was a miracle awaiting for my alignment.
You see the miracles aren't really miracles at all, they were always there just waiting for us to arrive. Some people have avoided this process all together because it worked so quickly in their life they thought something was wrong with it. But all that was wrong was their thinking and this process helped them to take responsibility.
Responsibility is where I have found the most fear, not only for myself but others as well. Sure there's lots of people that they get it and that if they don't have a response to what people are doing around them they don't have to look at it, but this is still not taking responsibility. Responsibility lies within, so all thoughts, all actions and all deeds are going to reflect something that you "Believe" about yourself that's not true.
Truth doesn't have to be spoken. Truth is just truth and doesn't need explaining. So what miracles have been revealed are just like brothers and sisters, always there.
Where am I on this journey? I have more clarity than I have ever had. I take responsibility for what people are saying to me rather than feeling like I need to push them around. I know when it is my ego speaking and when the Holy Spirit is upon me. I know where I am and who is with me at all times. I know that these processes have evolved to dig deeper into the levels of where I reside to bring me to more light and awareness. I know that I have projected my separation from God onto others and allowed myself to see punishment as a form of reward. I know I have allowed myself to see reward as a means to punishment.
All along I thought there was some place for me to go, I mean that's what we're taught right, there's a heaven? But what I learned was that heaven is always with me, it's how I express the God within and how God expresses Himself through me. It is the ability to know that only happiness is what matters. When we have that are our means and end result then God takes care of the rest.
Do we really need a process to help us to understand this? Well, if you have been stuck in the idea of sin and punishment, that heaven is some place you go only if you've been good, and that there is any real form of fear then yes you need processes. No one just snaps out of it overnight. There are many adjustments the mind must make before it can totally see the miracle that you are. But in reality there are no adjustments that are necessary at all, you just believe there are.
People need things to hold onto, attachments. They feel if they are not attached to these things then how will they ever be able to control them. What I have learned through this process is that control is a form of fear. That the more you lack trust, faith and honor then the more fear you have, the more fear you have the more you need to control.
It's funny because children grow up and say, "My mom is a control freak and I just don't get it" and they go their merry way being their parent but just doing it differently, giving themselves different things to control in order to make themselves appear more superior than the parent. Well folks fear is fear. Did you ever stop to think that your parents were control freaks because they were fearful of what would or wouldn't happen to you? This is our first welcome to this world, we must need protecting. Then it gets distorted. It becomes a power play that the parent knows what's best for you right down to the career you should or shouldn't have.
During these 400 days we had a grandchild that went missing at an amusement park (we found her and she was absolutely fine), we closed businesses, we saw our children struggle and then come out on top, we lost money, but then found more money, we lost friends but more friends came in their places. You see life continues to move, grow and evolve. Life is our lessons and our ability to know when a lesson is occurring or has occurred.
But what happens is that your moments of happiness, joy, truth, love, and peace increase. You have more and more situations that occur where something comes into your life and you know it was the most perfect thing in the world to have happen.
When you can either cry or laugh after a good process you have just freed up units of the divine self that you are. Don't let anyone ever tell you you are not divine. All forms of fear are merely separations. For those that want to make fear real for you they are angry at you for leaving the illusion behind. No one wants to be left behind.
But there is never anyone left behind. There was never really any fear, there was never really ever any form of separation. However, I do understand that all people need to find their own way back to this elemental truth no matter how they wish to experience it. That's why we are all so different, so we can all experience different things. This doesn't end. There is always more beauty and love to experience.
As I stated earlier the processes have evolved into articles with numbers. Each process comes to me when the divine inspires me to do so. The processes allow for a deeper understanding and awareness of what a person just believed to be true that continues to hold them within the illusion. Some of these processes ego really makes it difficult by trying to hide the truth. The processes are designed so the ego can't figure them out. You see if you know anything about Katy Byron after a while you feel you've worked everything out, but it's the ego that has worked it out for you. You already know what to say, you already know what the truth is.
It doesn't take too many slaps in the face when you do the "She should've" exercise to start back stepping. Anyone who is teaching this begins to understand when the student gets it. Of course the client is going to be more careful in what they say because they know what not to say not to get caught in the process trap.
All processes are good you guys. I love that process and I'm not saying it should not be used. Use it to your hearts content and it alone will help you to find some truth. It's when you find yourself not be honest with yourself any more that ego is coming up and keeping you within fear. The articles that are being written keep you from getting caught up in the mind in how the process is going to work, it just works.
I thank all of my friends that were so willing to allow me to experiment while this was in the growing stages. I thank you all of your projections and reflections, for we are all one.
So today is the last day of this blog. But on the Higher Mind, Lower Mind website I'll be continuing to blog, I'll be continuing the Articles as they are given to me, and I'll be continuing my processes.
Please be gentle and I hope you have found inspiration through this blog. My life has changed because of these processes. I never knew I could experience so much happiness in my life with such peace. I know you can too.
Love, Velvete PS by the way today is 1/14/2011 =10/1 New Beginning!!!!!!
