I was watching the news last night just after doing process 331. This process will be spoken about in this Sunday's Service, if you miss it the recordings are on the website.
As I was sitting there getting the process complete the news came on regarding the Memorials for the folks that were shot in Tucson, AZ this past week. I'm doing my process and reading my notes and all of a sudden I realized that God was speaking to me through this event.
I stopped what I was doing and started writing down the things that would come to me and what I learned was deep. Too deep to talk about here but I can share this with you, if you don't take responsibility for everything that you see within your world you are still separating self from God.
I've said before this can appear to be a very difficult task, but the only reason that it is difficult is because you still see pain, anger, and violence as being real. But what is true and real is love.
I looked on this Memorial service with complete responsibility in what I needed to communicate to myself through this event. How was this event waking me up. As I stated the message was profound and one I'll always remember.
I knew after doing that process that my dreams would be deep last night and they were. But also I knew they would be many, and they were. I also knew that it would show me more parts of myself, and it did.
You see in a dream, who's there? It's only you and your projections. There's no one else out there and all the people that are playing these parts for you are parts of you. So last night in my dream world I got to heal with many, many, many people. For the first time in a long, long time I expanded myself into thousands of people. This is truly very healing, as it is when you are the only one as well.
I had an old friend visit me last night that went missing at the age of 11 for me. My mother and father were getting a divorce and I was having to choose who to live with. That night as I slept with this weighing heaving on my mind a lion was in my dreams. The lion was running with me on an open beach. I remember this clearly because I remember feeling I was moving very, very slow. But then when I ran fast I couldn't see anything.
The lion reappeared last night. It was a playful, gentle lion but people were afraid of this lion. Of course I needed to be afraid of it too even though I knew everything was going to be fine. Suddenly it was fine, I spoke.
You see the process I did last night was about speaking Gods word, to be the inspiration of the living breath. When I was just 11 years old I cut myself off from my father. Once I did this I was confused, and my life seemed to be a living hell from that moment on. At least until I was 37, at which time live began to change drastically for me.
The lion in my dream was allowing me to see Gods power and playfulness and was letting me know that it is okay.
We can get messages everyday. It's when we close ourselves off to our brothers and the things that we deny within us that cause imbalance, guilty, sin and shame. These things make our punishments appear real. Like I said, we'll talk about that Sunday.
So how can you apply this knowledge in your own life? Look around and hear yourself talking to you. Pay attention to how you are cutting yourself off from Source. It is only by undoing these beliefs that true healing occurs. But where do we begin?
Belief Statement: When I believe I can't speak when I am guided to do so makes me feel confused because I wonder why I'm being asked to do so only for it to be rejected. I gain confusion and lose focus.
Spirit Statement: I know I speak as I am guided with confidence knowing being asked is receiving while being focused and confident.
OMG, this is so true. It is my own willingness to receive the information that I am able to give the information.
Enjoy today and live life.
