While meditating on Kaf today there were more images than I could keep up with. It was almost as if Kaf had a really deep profound message for me today. Prior to the meditation I was reading the book of Job, which by the way has a lot of Kaf material in it; which I will speak about later.
During my meditation in my mind I saw one of my horse in the round pen with me. I was sitting on a chair and he was running around me. Suddenly he comes up to me and I'm thinking, wow this is great. But then he turns his back to me, which we all know is not good. As he's turning his back legs to me I am doing the same thing. Suddenly I feel tension within the body like I've never felt before. It's was like going to battle and I was ready for the fight. I suddenly lifted my legs into the air to meet his legs already in flight. I could imagine in my mind our legs hitting each other and the power behind it all.
When I realized the tension within my body I took a deep breath and asked what that was all about. I received the message about wills and how we exert our power or will over another unnecessarily and that we do it in order to get them before they get us. For horses they are saying, "I'm boss over you, now listen to me and do as I say." Isn't that interesting that we are looking at Kaf and this occurred.
A King and Queen has represented for years that the King or Queen knew what was best for the people and that they needed to follow their direction. But what about the people that put those Kings and Queens into power? Are they not held accountable for their reasons as well?
Let's just look at it for a moment of when we think we know what is best for another. Say for instance we tell a person they need to take a class because they are going to be left behind if they don't do it. Is this not a misuse of power by now instilling fear into the mind of another? Is this not what a King of rare, misuse of power would do?
But we need to also be fair in how the King can be a pawn as well. It would look something like this. You have a young man who has parents that are ailing and now the brothers and sisters are telling him, "But you're the best person for the job, mom and dad loved you the most." Now that person is in a position that was directed for him, rather than by him.
So you see we can blame people all we want for our woes; for either taking our power or by giving it to us, either way it's still all about balance and what you're going to do now that you have it.
Another thing occurred this morning while meditating and that was what it is like to be a Queen. A queen has people that dress her, that fix food for her, that take her wherever she wants to go, and will even shop for her; right about now that shopping sounds really good. LOL
And then I thought well how boring with that be. I wouldn't want someone to do everything for me. I would want to experience doing things....and there you have it. The reason that we desire to be in control. Even if there is a misuse of power we desire control of some kind.
As I read the book of Job all of his friends were sharing with Job how he misused his gifts, his power and how he had sinned against God. We will talk about this later but for now what is important is to understand that Job didn't misuse any power, he did what life brought to him, what God brought to him.
So if we are fearful of being bored what do you think we are going to attract for of in our lives? You got it boredom. I see it all the time with people that I work with, "Well if I do that I'm afraid I'm going to be bored." Really? What's your life like right now? "Boring". You got it.
You see when we take responsibility for the King or Queen that we are there is no boredom but true living. If you want to cook for yourself who's going to stop you, you're the Queen. If you want to go shopping for yourself who's stopping you, you're the Queen.
You see it's only through our self limiting thoughts, whether we project this as fear onto another as to do something or not do something, or whether we are in complete denial and have become bored with life.
If you are bored you are denying the King of Queen that you are. You are not connecting to your crown and allowing life to flow. You are stuck within an illusion of the not haves, rather than you have it all.
So today Kaf it up and allow your compassionate, loving king or queen bless you today. Be the true power of love and light and allow it to shine on all by seeing them for the king or queen that they are. We are all kings we are all queens!
Belief Statement: I am ready for what the day may bring to me today and this feels exciting. I don't know what's going to happen but I know that Gods hand is always just. I gain love while losing impatience.
Spirit Statement: I am the day bringing excitement in knowing Gods hand is just, loving and patient.
Big Hugs, V
