As I sat at the computer this morning my mind was blank. I was coming from a place of such joy and peace. This morning the view from our deck was like the Myst of Avalon. Absolutely beautiful. It was such a joy to pick out my husbands clothes for him today. He hasn't asked that of me in years. I discovered this morning that I really like helping him in that way. It might have had something to do with yesterday when he was getting ready and put a blue shirt with light brown pants. LOL. I just looked at him and said, "Brown and blue don't go together." He smiled and said, "Now you're telling me that after all these months of wearing this particular combination." We had the best time laughing, even though I could hardly breathe. LOL
With all that said, this morning I decided to use a card to help guide me. The card I drew this morning was Resh. I love Resh when it shows up in my life. It just brings so much possibility and newness to my life. It means "head" or "beginning" or "new". Refuah in Hebrew means "healing", "compassion". I think it's so important that if we are going to learn anything about compassion that it must first begin with us.
Yesterday was a day of healing for me. I was able to take time out to really rest and allow myself to heal. As I stayed in this state of healing I could feel God's Love all around me and in me. I laughed all day yesterday. Well almost! My heart was very sensitive to heart felt stories yesterday so I did cry when those were shared with me. My heart was fully open yesterday, and continues to be.
Resh for me today will be my reminder that "I"/We all continue to heal. As long as I see healing is necessary for me then I'm seeing it for everyone else as well. When we become arrogant in thinking that we have the keys to all healing, all knowing, and all being, yet still experience this for ourselves or others on any level then we are still projecting what we need.
When my clients come into today I know that they are the parts of me that will communicate what I am still working with. They will let me know what needs they have, not what I think they need.
My cat Fluff is really desiring attention this morning so I'll keep this one short. I am beginning to think that all of this love pouring from me they are wanting to just soak it all up. So with that said, I'm going to step into this morning holding my cat and just being one with him right now.
You guys have a great day.
Love, Velvete
