Fading Away

It is obvious to many that things are changing. Even with main stream religion they are seeing it within their own churches and practices everyday. The folks that once taught hell and damnation are now saying God is Love. That all is forgiven. Whether they have it right or not is not for anyone to say. It is right for them.

Within the world of holistic workers, healers and teachers, again things are changing. Yea for everyone that helped to raise the vibratory level to such a degree that it's causing all that we know to fade away.

Some may wish to stay attached to their ideas, and that's okay. Some may wish to say that they are going to be the leaders in the next go round, that's okay too. Whatever you want to cling to is going to keep you right where you want to be, simple but true.

As I woke up this morning I found myself saying, "Thank you God, for being here with me today." I know without a doubt that God is always right beside me. Even if I can't see the world in which He lives right now, that's okay....I'm here for a reason.

Our reasons are going to be different. Of course we each have our role and light that we bring to the play. Our reasons may change from time to time. Maybe one day we have a reason to be here because someone needs a friend. One day our reason may be to teacher. I like the different reasons and flow of life because it keeps me unstuck.

Just like our dreams we float around experiencing different things, different parts of ourselves, and different times. Of course it's more consistent with this consciousness, we have a whole stream of memories that have been downloaded to allow us to learn. What are we here to learn? Again, each of us will have a different learning experience. Some will learn what it's like to full awake and some will learn what it feels like to be completely asleep. Either way we are all still feeling each others experience.

For me, right now, I'm learning to just be. I'm learning that there is no power until there is true power and once we have that power there is no force, there is no pushing, there is pure and simple living in the moment. As I went about my day yesterday I learned so much in just being quiet. It is truly in moments like that that we are able to reconnect and become energized.

While meditating we receive flashes of inspiration, at that moment stay present, don't worry about doing anything at that moment. It's when we feel the need to "do" anything with that information that we just allowed Ego to become ruler. I can't begin to tell you how many times I did that....only to have the inspiration expire into nothingness.

What's my point? When we are inspired during meditation God is showing us all that already is. When we break our self from this energy during the meditation or even after it by immediately feeling the need to do something with the information we begin to distort it. During my meditation I received all kinds of inspiration that people were calling for appointments and such. Immediately there was a part of me that said, "You don't need to be sitting here wasting your time on this, this is what I'm showing you you need to do." Then there came a quiet voice letting me know to stay present, not to think anything but to witness it. Witness it? So is this something that is happening? Then it hit me......all things are as they should be, sometimes we just don't want to see the should be's. I got quiet again and suddenly the phone started ringing (I work from home so the office phone is here now) it was all the people that I just saw in my meditation calling me. One right after another!

But here's the deal.....Many people would say how powerful I am in creating that. There is no such thing. I created nothing, I am the witness to what already is. But we have to become quiet to what is first before it can come into our presences.

I wasn't meditating to get ideas, I was meditating to quiet my quest in searching.

So you want to know why intentions don't work, because you're pushy. Want to know why you aren't consistent when working with clients, because you're pushy. Want to know why you have no money, because YOU ARE PUSHY. God is asking you, "Who do you think you are anyway?"

Even when we begin to put our attention on anything during meditation, trying to create anything in to becoming real for us we are now in an endless loop. This loop will keep us searching forever.

Stop the madness as my friend says and be real. Who you think you are is but a shadow of who you really are. Stop trying to cover it up with the works of others and do your own work. Too many people are afraid of this very act because they are fearful that they will lose everything. That all they knew was built on a concept of enough, but still they lack. They lack knowledge, they lack money, they lack clients, they lack the ability to be compassionate. It's foney. All foney!!!!

It's all fading away and everyone is grasping at what they want to make it become. They feel that if they do this or that they will have enough control to create what it really is they want in their lives. However, these are the same people that live within the means of lack everyday. All that will be created is more lack. Why? Because they are pushy.

So let's clear up that word, Pushy! Pushy means to push, so if God is trying to offer up something to you and you find yourself being pushy you are actually saying, "God, I don't want that right now."

I remember not too long ago a teacher pushing me and pushing me. I remember being in tears and saying, "God, I don't want to be treated like this right now but if there is a lesson here for me or the teacher than I am willing to be of service." I felt the situation was pushing me further and further away from what was real. I was now allowing someone else to become god in my life and now pushing me. It was then that God showed me His true love. He shared with me that His love has no need to push another. That there is no darkness to overcome because to do so makes this even more real within the mind. All that exist are shadows that we keep real within our own minds as a form of protection.

Who would you be right now without all of your protections?

The day is drawing near when this blog will be ending, but the journey together is but far from over. For there is more light than what we see here with our own eyes. There is more love than we are willing to bare at this time. There is more abundance than we know what to do with, and there is more grace than life could ever imagine. You just feel you need protection from all of this. You are trying to come up with a plan that is going to make it safe for you to journey into this world that you talk about but are unable to see. Well put your sunglasses on then and just jump in with both feet, when you are ready of course. To do so before you're ready may make you feel a little uneasy and there is no room for unease in this realm of reality.

Blessings to you all. And just remember, who you think you are, you are not. Who you have forgotten you are, you are!

Belief Statement: As time heals the wounds of the past I feel loved and joyful. I know that Gods Grace is better than any mans Idea of it. I gain love while losing the shadows of illusion.

Spirit Statement: Now balance is present in love and joy. Gods Grace is good in all ideas of love and reality.

Love, Velvete