As we were driving home from breakfast this morning I had a realization come to me. What if all the things that we see out in our world that we don't like are really only projections of the things that we resent or resist within us. So as I was discussing this with my husband it reminded me of my meditation last night. Which, I'll get to in a minute. But after I journaled my experience I read this Bible verse on my Droid: John 1 4:20 "If a person says that he loves God, yet hates his brother is a liar". Wow!!!!
My meditation and reflection last night was that if I resist being disconnected now that means that I have to project this on to someone else because I don't want to own my own crap. During breakfast I spoke to my husband about how someone that lives within the confines of their own mind are really afraid of losing control, but now everyone else around them will appear like control freaks. This can happen with anything. Then I thought, "No wonder Jesus taught us to be present and not worry about our future." We discussed this and realized that by worrying about anything was not being present and being abundant at that very moment. Whether it be with getting out and meeting new people, or not wanting to get out meeting new people. When fear strikes you are no longer in Love/God.
Take a minute and think about how abundant you are, right now! For us it was, we have a full freezer, a full fridge, a full pantry, the animals have plenty, we have tooth paste, toilet paper and water. LOL....the essentials but still abundant. I remember a time when I didn't have the essentials but some how they would always appear for me. That's how abundant we really are. Staying present and not in the future with the what if's. I mean think about how poor we are when we begin to worry about what we don't have right now.
I asked my husband what he was worrying about last night what would it be like if he was rich. He began to state how the animals would be taken care of, his truck would get an oil change, and that he would be able to do whatever he wanted to do. Hum!!!!!
So I looked at him and asked, "Do the horses have feed now?" Yes. Do you have what you want right now? Yes! Then he realized that his oil change was going to happen tomorrow. LOL You've got to love what we do to ourselves. It's only when we project ourselves into the future or the past that we move into lack. There is no other moment that exist except for this one.
My daughter got upset with me the other day saying that I needed to have common sense and that it was through common sense that the children would be protected. I realized at that very moment that ego was speaking loud and clear. It wanted me to be fearful of losing my grandchildren, who I adore. But deep inside of me I could not feel this fear, but only pure love. I told my daughter that when we live in love, we are living in the moment and when we are present we are divinely guided into or wherever we need to be naturally. When we get a calling we will be able to act on it because there is no doubt that God is speaking through us.
Finishing the story about our journey back home from breakfast, I noticed that our neighbor was almost done with their decks. I said something to my husband and immediately I felt this pang, like this energy of disgust and jealousy. I turned to my husband and asked, "Why are you upset about their decks?" He said, "I'm jealous." I continued to tell him that what we are jealous of in another is only our resistance within ourselves. Talk about a bomb shell. LOL He got it. But he asked why was it showing up all over the place in his life.
Well, think about a spider web. To make the web really strong the spider spins many little lines out all over the place to catch and secure her prey. Same thing with the ego mind/beliefs. They have to network themselves through our mind so that we don't know what's going on, so that we are caught within the "illusion". Scary but true. So processing something one time is just the beginning. There is no quick fix, there is never a way to cover up a belief or reprogram it with a new belief. You have to truly dig it out so that the web is completely cleared so that you are totally liberated before being eaten by the ego mind. Beliefs are just beliefs until you understand the reality of what is causing the belief to begin with.
I continued to tell my husband that those are his decks over there and that maybe, just maybe he should look at why he projected them into someone else's yard/home rather than his own home. LOL He laughed of course and wanted to know more, but hey....I'm just here to share the light not shove you into it. I have my own darkness I work on. So the John 1 verse tells us that when we hate or are jealous of our neighbor we are not loving God. Why? Because they are us, and we are God. Just listen to that in your life and your ego will surely struggle with trying to confuse and wrap you into a tangle web of lies. Projecting all kinds of crap out there for you to really think it's someone else doing it all but you.
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The belief statement today will be someones statement that they wished to share. Name will be withheld out of respect for their movement and healing.
Belief Statement: I am sick to death of being alone and I feel horrible, lazy, and confused. I just don't know what to do any more with myself. I'm gaining frustration while losing hope.
This young lady is miserable and desires to move on with her life but unable to. So let's look at what's really being said.
I am sick to death of being with others and feel horrible, lazy and confused. I know I want to be by myself in frustration and losing hope.
Truly we can see what kind of projection this would be. It would be one of isolation and the body, all kinds of body ailments will arise. This particular client has extreme back issues. She continues to have issues at work because of it and she's continuously alone and lost.
Spirit Statement: I am health and unity in wellness, being confident. I know I am myself when peaceful and knowing.
So it's her lack of self confidence that continues to disrupt her health and well being. And it's her illusion that she is anything other than peace and knowing that causes frustration and loss of hope. Sure this seems easy to say but there is more. To learn please visit our site.
Also, just as a reminder we are holding a "FREE" webclass on "What will it take to have your voice heard" this Wednesday, October 27th at 7pm. Please join us by clicking www.highermindlowermind.com and then free webcast.
Yours in love and light,
Dr. V
