This date will be the 400th day of writing the blog. I have learned much about the numbers 40 and 400, but because I am still discovering the depth of which they bring to my life this will be for a later discussion. I had often wondered why I was guided to do the 40 days followed by 400 days.
For me the journey is deepening to a level of great contemplation and completion. I have learned so much with the written, spoken and unspoken language of the Self. As I dive deep within my soul and I finding peace beyond bounds. Many people claim to be peaceful and I never really had that opportunity. Well at least I would say I was peaceful, but now that I am experiencing true peace I know what I had was not peace. It was temporary if best.
Today I am in the mountains with my adorable husband sleeping under the stars. We decided to connect with nature. Friday, last night, we did a ritual of meditation, reflection, prayers and quiet listening. The messages, visions and messages that I was able to receive was beyond anything thing I've ever been able to do in the past. As I sat there in full respect for what was taking place within and around me I understood the granduer of life. I understood that the illusion that I have worked so hard at maintaining using energy to hold that illusion in place. I felt as though my neck was going to break in two with the pressure I put upon myself.
As we drove up and down the mountain roads today it was simply amazing to sit back and let life come to me, instead of me running after it. I have decided that those that seek will continue to seek and those that find will continue to find. There will be no change in the teacher or the student, that the roles will reverse just as life will reverse and is reversing as I type these words out.
Many people feel they are going some place, that there is some place to go or to be saved from. This, in my state of awareness is not so. Some may say that I am lost, and this would be true as well, for there will be those that are lost and those that are found. The cycle of life will continue to be as it should be for the beauty of God.
Thinking about how my life will change from this new direction, peace, steady love and light means nothing to me. For if I thinking about it does nothing but put me in a place other than right now. Right now is where I find God, right now is where I have peace, and right now I am being what I'm suppose to be. To project myself into the future would be the doing of becoming. Becoming what, I ask! For I am all that I am, and all that is I am.
Life is coming to me! I know by staying present that I am one with God and all His Glory. You might say, "But what about your Will and your ability to make things happen?" Well I say to this, that I'm sure God is much better able to do anything than I am and no matter what that might be I know that He has my best interest at heart. So if you find yourself having trouble with God's Will and thinking that you know best then best check the filters of your own subconscious mind to see what and how you are separteing yourself from all that there is and ever will be.
Belief Statement: When I am walking in nature I feel complete and one with God. I know that I am all that I see and I see all that I am. I gain confidence and peace while losing the filters clouding my reality.
TRFI: I walk with myself and feel completely one with God. I know I am all that I see and I see all that I am. I gain confidence and peace in reality.
Spirit Statement: I walk with God and feel complete knowing I am Gods aim and see all that I am with confidence and peace that is real.
Awareness opens the possibility for Alignment and the Willingness to Release. Free yourself of illusions within YOUR reality. What are you creating that makes you feel disempowered?
