I woke this morning at 3am but decided that I would use that time in prayer. Well, anytime I do that I quickly am taking back into slumber. I really don't remember where I was or what I was being guided to know this morning, except I took it as I needed my rest.
Every morning when I wake up I drawl a card from Mahalene Louis, she designed a deck that allows the individual to fully embody the letters of God. Without these letters we would have no world for we would have no words. So I choose a card each morning to let me know where I am in my current affairs.
This morning I drew the letter Beit/Beth, which has the numerical value of 2. On her deck she writes this Abracadabra, you create as you speak. While meditating on this card I realized how much of a blessing it was to receive us a message.
Beit means "house", "home" and it's asking us to recognize our beauty right now wherever we are. It's asking us to bless others even when we ourselves feel cursed. If you look back in your life how many times were you able to be happy for another when you were going through your own trials? I can be honest in saying I wanted them to be cursed to. But what I was really doing is just cursing myself even more. I could feel this almost immediately whenever I would do this.
Then I was tweeting this morning when I read this, "What you say reveals what's in your heart". Now there was no credit given to the person that wrote this so I don't have that information to share with you. But what I thought was right on cue was how I was studying Beit and then received this message. It's Abracadabra. It is literally asking us to speak what's in our heart of blessings. When we speak from our heart of blessings then we are connected to source. When we are connected to Source the blessings just flow from us and to others. Why? Because there is only one of us.
I thought about how many times I hated my body (house), how I hated what I would say (Abracadabra), and how I would hate the blessings of others (hating my own blessings), only to realize that I wasn't happy in being me.
Beit is asking us to look at the here and now, not the future or past. She is asking us to take this moment and enjoy it for what it is, "The Experience". So I had to stop for a moment to see where I gave my power away by "trying" to live life. Oh boy! Did I get an eye awakener. How many of us are having problems grounding what we know spiritually to this reality. I'll be the first to raise my hand because it's exactly what was going on for me yesterday.
I questioned yesterday how do I integrate the Spiritual world with this Material world and it's obvious to me know, just be in the moment. Speak from the heart, be in the heart, and know that you are blessed. Wow! That sure does take a lot off my plate. LOL...the one that I think I need to keep putting out there for seconds. Wow that's symbolic. My weight issues I'm sure arise from the feeling of not enough. How many of us can relate to that?
I am having our Intro Class this Saturday and would love for you guys to attend. Please just visit http://www.highermindlowermind.com/ and click "Events". This is the beginning of shedding the illusions that keep you suffering.
Belief Statement: I have given so much of myself away in order to feel successful and proud. I didn't understand why this would never come back to me three fold as promised. I realize now I gained exactly what I spoke from my heart while losing myself.
Spirit Statement: I am the way and success while humbled in understanding the gifts I gave myself as promised from the heart of myself.
