Stop the Madness!

I realize that as I'm approaching the end of this 400 day journey that ego is bringing to light many subjects for me. I would expect this to happen simply because ego wants that control. It wants that ability to run my life, as it has in the past.

So yesterday was very interesting regarding the kinds of messages that I received. One being that I could hurt people, one that I'm lying to myself, and one of you've got to get out there an tell your story. You need to be the "Voice of America". Now, there is nothing wrong about being on a show like Voice of America, and there's nothing wrong with sharing your story. But one must really be clear within their own heart why they would want to do this and what is the "hidden" agenda. Of course it's always going to be a test of peace. What I mean is anytime you are un peaceful about any area in your life then their is an imbalance.

The key point in this is to never assume. If you're unsure about something get clarity by asking. Ask your clients how are they doing, ask your clients to clarify what happened and always ask yourself why would I desire to do this or that, is it for the right reasons. Any time I feel that I need to speak to prove something to someone I've just fallen into the ego.

As I near the end of the 400 days of this journey there are going to be many things that I will need to resolve. The only way that I'm going to be able to know the resolution is to be within my heart. One of the things that I've truly been able to resolve is the ability to stay calm and completely heart centered and peaceful as another lovingly being tells me their beliefs with great compassion. I cheer them on and say absolutely, only to be confused of my reaction. What was it that they were hoping for? Were they hoping that I would disagree just so they could give me more proof of why they are right?

I have a really good friend that says, "Stop the Madness" and she's absolutely right. The madness is within the mind, when we find ourselves literally becoming mad because someone is agreeing with us is truly our own madness (insanity) within ourselves. I speak from experience here.

How many times did it upset you when someone said, "You are absolutely right."? Did you get upset at the person for agreeing with you? If you felt you were so right then why are you so freaking upset right now? What is it in you that makes you feel defeated when someone tells you you are right? Division within your own mind!!!!! Because really, if you BELIEVED you were right in the first place and someone said, "You know that's so true, you are absolutely right", then you would not question it again. The only reason that you do is because you don't BELIEVE it yourself. Think about that for a moment and let it set in. How many times did someone tell you you were right only for you to be angry and upset?

It's okay, it's all okay. And if you don't believe what someone else is saying what difference does it make? If you believe in hell then you are absolutely right. If you believe there isn't a hell you are absolutely right. It's only what you wish upon others that you receive for yourself. So with my belief and knowing that my brothers and sisters are me, I am very careful of what I wish for myself. LOL

Didn't think about it that way now did you? If you believe that God is in all things, and that your brothers and sisters are a part of God to, then when did that stop becoming true enough for you that you said, "Nope, they're not me and they deserve to burn". Hum! Really? That's okay!

Ego, it's okay! You are my greatest teacher. You are allowing me to see where I've hidden myself within the shadows of the illusion.

If you haven't seen the "Peaceful Warrior", I suggest it highly to help you see how destructive the ego can be, but how freeing it can be as well.

Belief Statement: My day is peaceful and calm and I feel relaxed because I know my day is divinely constructed to bring me awareness while losing my prison walls.

Spirit Statement: I am peaceful, calm and relaxed knowing I am divinely constructed with awareness in freedom.