It's important to understand and remember that just because we are all waking up or moving into Oneness does not mean that we forget our past, but rather that we are able to embrace it for what it truly is, a GIFT. When I ask people for clarification they say, "No, I don't have any such issues." They continue by saying, "Yeah, that happened to me but I'm over it." There is still some work to do on that particular experience. As long as we deny where we came from, where we started we are doomed to do it again.
When asking people why they just denied having such an experience they reply, "Well, I just didn't want to be judged." Again, we can see that if a person has any residual feelings and not being open with the experience they are not healed from this. When we truly see the blessing for what it is and was then we gladly raise our hands and say with conviction, "YES! I have been there done that", and be able to love it tenderly.
What about the people that shut down all together? The same thing, what they are doing is shutting out this experience and denying it ever happened or could have happened in their lives. This is not judgement but fact, because when you ask people why did you just shut down they will tell you, I didn't want to hear about that, or I didn't want to get into the drama. Folks, in HMLM we ask that you look at the drama to see what it is you continually are doing to yourself for love and light. It is your own blessing that you gave yourself to wake up.
So the next time you want to deny that you had an experience within yourself look at it long and hard and ask yourself what is it that you need from this. If you judge yourself because you're NOT suppose to need or want recognition, validation, or any of the other things you "think" are negative feelings then you deny your blessing.
I was putting carpet down to cover a piece on my floor that was not carpeted and I thought why am I doing this? I realized it was for my need for beauty that propelled me to cover that spot. No one else knows it's there. It's there to help me to see what it is I feel that I am missing in my life. Of course when we are one with God all things are beautiful. But my eyes are letting me know that I am still divided, not one with God because I still have a need for beauty.
Belief Statement: When I covered the exposed area on my floor today I felt calm because I knew that I was making something look pretty again. I gained awareness while losing nothing.
Spirit Statement: I reveal my foundation of calm knowing that beauty is awareness in everything.
Be good, V