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Friday, August 20, 2010

Friday "Wakefullness"

I know, I know....I still haven't put what day this is on the 400 day journey. But have you ever felt that time didn't exist anyway? When we get to a certain level of our awareness it's like each day is a new beginning, a brand new day, and new birthday. I will catch us all up on what day it is because I do think it's important in the grounding of this material.

Wakefullness is a word that I would like to describe what has taken place for me in the last couple of days. It's almost like I know that I'm not asleep, I'm able to experience a dream world, but that I'm very conscious of this. I know where my body is and my "original" mind, but I'm also aware that I've extended myself outside of my "brain" and went deeper within the mind. However, at the same time staying very grounded and rooted within the body that I am today. I find myself wanting to do things instead of sleeping, I find that I'm excited about what's ahead of me even though I may not know what that looks like.

We are remodeling our facility to make room for our new transition. So many people ask me, "Why don't you just leave this well enough alone? You must not be doing well in your practice to have to change things all the time?" NO!!!! It's actually the opposite. When we are willing to change there we have the greatest opportunity to expand our awareness and consciousness. This change is not for everyone, but for me, in this life time it is. As I know more of who I am the more this can be reflected within my world externally.

During this remodeling I'm finding I have energy that is just fueling me to where I'm completely awaken. I see, hear, feel, taste and know with finer skill and detail. I've removed myself from the situation to see what's going to unfold. If I move something and it doesn't feel right, I just keep moving it until it does. I figure this is God's way of letting me know this is where it needs to be for the greater good of "EVERYONE" involved.

So last night we were up here late moving things around and even Dwayne was energetic and excited. This poor guy, good thing he's so freaking flexible. He bends with the wind and that's a good thing for me because I'm the wind. LOL Anyone else would have already left my butt by now. LOL....God is perfect in all decisions. But before we got up here I had already moved things and it just didn't feel right, look right or flow right. So Dwayne helped me to move everything all the way back up to the front. LOL!

Once we had dinner and got back home I was still on fire. Dwayne actually could feel the heat coming off my body. This is when I know that Source is directly moving and flowing through me and that the physical manifestation of whatever is getting ready to be is going to be absolutely beautiful. My wakefullness is clear to me. It does keep me awake, I don't get much sleep, but Spirit lives through this body. So "Thy Will" be done.

It doesn't matter whether you need 10 hours of sleep or 2, just relax and allow your wakefullness to guide you into what it is that needs to be completed. We all wake up differently, it's all apart of the experience.

Belief Statement: As I come to the realization of my wakefull state of being I feel energetic and on fire. I know that life is to be embraced and not feared. I gain excitement while losing nothing.

Spirit Statement: I am the realized awakened being of energy and fire. I know I am life embodied in love with joy in everything.

Be good!