As I watched all the people around me today it came to my realization that many of the people looked so familiar to me. Even the maintenance guy that came to look at our fridge tonight looked like one of my x husbands. I also was able to see something very familiar with this man and that x, neither took the time to really listen.
This man seemed very intent on talking over me and appeared to be trying to prove to me that he knew it all, including what I had to say next. After I explained to him that we had water all over the floor and the fridge was not cooling, and that I had messed with the controls and it seemed to be doing much better; he stood there explaining to me what he thought was wrong and when we would just shake our head at him in agreeing he would say, "That's not what I'm talking about." It had to be the funniest thing I experienced all day. He probably told us what was wrong 100 times, each time changing the story. But the fridge was working, why not be done with it?
I decided to walk off from him and let Dwayne listen to him for a while because I came to realize that this guy was bewildered at the sight of me. LOL, okay well he was bewildered. LOL It was almost like he was in some sort of power play with me and letting me know how smart he was. Of course this was very reflective in what I experience within myself, or used to. I feel the way I handled it allowed me to see that I have healed that part of me. Why? Because I was able to see it, not make any judgement of it (he was judging himself), and I was able to walk away feeling neutral. I think when we are neutral is where our strength resides.
But what I noticed the most was all the people that looked so familiar, doing things that seemed so familiar. While having dinner out with Dwayne I thought that when our world of people gets smaller we are closer to true healing. I'm sure I'll be writing on this more later, but for now let's leave it here.
I'm not going to spell or grammer check today, like I don't do most days, but we've had a long trip and I'm ready to spend some one on one time with my husband.
I will pick up the blog when I'm able so until then have a great week.
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