Day 213 of 400 "Option"

Have you ever been in a situation to where you just think there is no other option other than just getting out, removing yourself, or removing someone else? If so, then today is for you, of course it is because it's also for me.

Ego along with our beliefs can make making decisions very difficult. At times making us feel that life needs to just end so that we can start all over. But each and every day is a new beginning, a new way of being and seeing things. I also realized this morning that when we have made the right choice in moving on that we can receive messages confirming that we've done the right thing.

I thought about a friend that I haven't seen in a while and thought, "well maybe it would be nice to have lunch with him just to see how he's doing" then all of a sudden out of the left side of the car appeared another car in my blind spot. I knew immediately that this relationship was blind siding me and that I had done the right thing in distancing myself from him. And to go even further with the symbolism, I was moving forward leaving him behind but that one day he would catch up and be okay.

When I got home last night my husband and I sat down to discuss direction and insight. I could feel, hear, and see his fear of his attachments. I could see that he was unwilling to release what was making him feel so horrible, doubtful and fearful. He knew he was staying at a place just because of the security he thought he was receiving. Now folks, this is a hard one for most of us because ego is really good at designing it that way. But why would "WE" do that?

My husband went outside, probably to get away from me, and messed with the animals and did his normal stuff. Some time later he came into my office and said with tears in his eyes, "I know what I need to do. I know that I belong out here. I know that my heart is out here. I know that this job is like death to me." Folks, I could feel the release. I could see it in his body, the tears that he had released allowed more energy to be present with him. He was not shaking any more like he was earlier when we talk. I know now this is his sign of how much of his vital life force he is using to hold his beliefs in place.

Life is interesting because what we think we are hanging on to is not what we are really hanging on to. When a person finds security in their work of the same old, same old everyday and know this is going against their heart, then other things will also be a reflection of this; whether it be your spouse, children, parent, or money. So with my husband suffocating himself with work and the "believed" responsibilities, he was killing off everything else around him.

So as we began to rest last night I shared with him how much energy was just released now and that there would be a big surprise for him tomorrow. That this release kept things coming to him. This morning I was able to call and give him the good news. Something he had been waiting on had arrived! You see?

I think it's important to mention here that when we follow our heart then it will guide us to the people, places and things that we need to be or in our lives. Many people that still feel they are in control aren't really in control at all. Think about that for a moment. Why does it take so much of our energy to hold a belief in place? I don't care if you have sinus infections, teeth problems, headaches, acid reflux, or any other health issue, it's simply because you are holding a belief so strongly in place that it's causing your body harm. You're not able or allowing the energy to flow within that area. In our class we talk about body parts and how they can help us to understand. Just like with teeth, if you are losing your teeth they you have lost your identity, you are hiding something of yourself.

How can we begin to listen to our hearts? First we must allow all possibilities. When we say that there is no choice, that I must quit this or that, what we are saying is we are not allowing God to be present. When we allow God to be present what is being said is, "Guide me please to where I'm to be." When you hear the ego say, "You're not going to be able to afford that house, or that car", or whatever then you have just disengaged from Spirit and Ego wants that.

Being honest with yourself and with others is the first step in healing. If you are unhappy at your work do a process and then utilize the new energy and strength to speak from your heart. You might be surprised with how many options there are out there to allow you to grow. You may lead a company to change the way they do things just based on your freedom to speak from your heart.

I have done the same with my health food store. The health food portion of my business is draining of my energy, time and resources. So I listened to my heart and realized it was because my heart wasn't in it. It's not because I don't believe that these things work at supporting the person as they are going through their transformation. But rather what I was seeing is people now depending on the supplements rather than digging deeper into their being, I was doing the same thing. So I was just throwing money away because I wasn't recovering my energy, I was just now giving it over to another power.

Once I made the decision to move the health food items out of my business and to expand the yoga portion, I was notified of classes that would allow me to start teaching right away. I had made a decision to do more processes and immediately I received an email saying this was going to be possible. The Universe just needed me to be clear with my heart and follow it so that I would stop the continuous circle of pain and suffering in my life.

Folks, we are all here to wake up. We are all going to do that in whatever way we feel is necessary for our hearts. But if you are ready to wake up to the symbolism in life and want more energy be sure to check us out this weekend. Only those that are aligned and ready for this information will be present. We are not in control of who shows up and who doesn't. The people that will be there are suppose to be there and that's the way the heart works.

Much love to you all as you journey through this space and time you believe to be real.

Belief Statement: Within belief is lie and this makes me feel lonely. I had forgotten myself through the veils of illusion and this brought me pain and sorrow while losing self.

Spirit Statement: In reality is truth and unity in remembering self in the window of reality of joy and happiness in this SELF.