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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Day 197 of 400 "The Love Within"

The Love Within!

I really never understood what "the love within" meant until yesterday. During a moment of deep inner silence and listening to my heart I came to know something about myself that I had deeply denied. Once I recognized this weakness I could see all the people in my life that played this role for me; or even when they couldn't play the role I tried to force them into that role to validate my own illusion of separation.

During this awakening I had a clearer understanding of how and why so many people kept popping up in my life that truly believed there was something outside of them to fight against or attack. It was my own belief that there would be a winner and/or a loser to validate my war. And it wasn't necessarily "my" war; now it appeared that others had their fights too, their fight validated my fight.

But what was I fighting against. If there is only one God, then who was I fighting. If we take a moment and are just rational about the whole thing then we have to know that these things that we think we are fighting also come from that Source. God created the snake that tempted Adam and Eve, I mean it does say that He created everything. So if we take that approach on this then we are fighting what we truly are, we're fighting with our self of the God within by putting it outside of ourselves as our enemy.

It wasn't until I was able to quiet myself and truly feel the emotion attached to this that freed me. I realized that I was fighting my inner God externally, which left me a wreck spiritual. I realized that I had, for years and years projected this belief outside of myself to keep me separated from my true nature, LOVE!

This love is always within. Sure we can see it with our dual eyes at times, but as we said yesterday, it needs sustainability. To sustain this level of love takes practice and understanding that all is already created and it's within each and every one of us. When we feel that there is something out there to attack before it attacks us our external world becomes very lonely. We are limited in the number of people that we surround ourselves with. Of course this is choice in experiencing the inner and outer worlds and this is perfectly okay. No one is lost.

I appreciate myself for being so brave in facing my inner demons. I appreciate God waiting so patiently for me to wake up. I appreciate that my higher self has never given up on me. And I appreciate all the people in my life that support me in my awakening and understanding. They are truly blessings to me in my life. I feel protection and love all the time. I know this comes from within, but it's nice to see it in the world too.

Belief Statement: I bought into the illusion that there was something outside of me to attack before it attacked me and this made me feel fearful, restricted and judgemental. I don't know what I was thinking going down that path. I gained fear while losing focus.

Spirit Statement: I am the reality inside of me in union with love, abundance and compassion. I know my path is love and focus.

Simply put....we are all love and abundance within. When we connect with this inner love we heal our planet, we heal our lives, we heal our mind.

Love, Velvete