Day 191 of 400 "More Love"

There is more to love than meets the eye. "Love is more than a simple attraction to another, love is more than a simple word that we say, love is more than you can remember of ME.". These are words that are written within a song that I wrote over a year ago. It's beginning to have more meaning and more depth as I move through this reality.

Deepak says that it is love that allows us to leap tall buildings and lift heavy cars when in danger, not adrenaline. It's because love makes a chemical pathway within the brain to communicate with the body.

I learned a very valuable lesson last night while at the lodge. This very kind and loving person allowed me to see the reason that many people are not to discuss their so called experiences or miracles in their lives. Not only because it's a personal experience, unless asked, because those that are not at that level have a hard time understanding, and now they wonder what is wrong with them. And not only that, but people that feel superior to others are always looking to bring people down in their experiences.

There really isn't anything wrong with anyone, we all awaken at different speeds and time. We are all going to awaken! There is no doubt about this because even the bible tells us that not a soul is lost. I just trust and have faith in that, it's not for me to say one way or another.

So what about the people that we have felt so inclined to help and share our information with. Well, when it's asked for this is different. People that seek help will hear information from many sources. It will be up to them to decide what feels right to them. No one person is going to have all the keys because everyone is at so many different levels of awareness.

Now...and this is a big now.....if they continue to ask and then not take responsibility for their own actions or their own enlightenment then it's okay to say I set you free. Why? Because these people are like wannabes. They want to be enlightened without any real effort exerted on their part. They are completely happy and content just letting everyone else do all the work, searching, and suffering while they just sit back and say, "Oh, I see."

This wonderful woman last night touched my heart because she allowed me to see that I was in it for all the right reasons, that I had found my home and that my heart is touched deeply by others. That I am active on my path and that it is through my experiences that are setting me free, not my knowledge or intellect of things.

I spoke with a friend about the blog yesterday about another persons soul going into another persons body and there was a very weird feeling that came over me. It was pity. Pity because I could feel his own self gratification in this idea. His own belief that someone was waiting to take over another persons body on his behalf. Well guess what folks, a person like this is only forcing his will on to others, just like the person we spoke about yesterday. The inner strength is weakened to a point of atrophy and now rely on others for strength, awareness, and a believed awakening.

I realized that I needed to release those that were drawn to such a power, for it was this power they wanted for themselves. People like this are waiting for us to become weaken by our thoughts of "failure". People that want to rob us of our power want us to feel like we are failures at saving them or someone else, including ourselves. They like the idea of having someone to rescue as well as be rescued. The paradox is still the same no matter which way you look at it; to save or to be saved, that's the question of the day.

I drew a card this morning that said that I was starting something new. That I was at the threshold of change and a new beginning. I felt how appropriate this card showed up for me today. It was about taking responsibility in this change and awareness. That the inner child still needed guidance from the older child within. I accept this guidance with open arms.

My night was aligned to my decision last night in releasing, yet another person in my life. I could tell by my peaceful sleep and my ability to stay focused on what was at hand for me, love. My morning is also a reflection of this inner peace and joy. Why expose and keep our self in turmoil with other peoples issues and problems.

Belief Statement: It is simply by releasing those that feel and think they know us best and manipulate us into believing less of ourselves and others and make us feel doubtful that we are better stewards of our own energy, while gaining awareness and losing old beliefs.

Spirit Statement: I welcome myself to feel and know myself best feeling confident in my own energy while aware in truth.