Day 190 of 400 "Love"

I was awakened at 3am this morning telling me we resist LOVE. When we all think about accepting love we think this should be easy, but it's not. We can prove that in all areas of our lives as Americans. Just like the billboard sign that was defaced in Charlotte, NC. This sign is not a big deal but some people are going to make it that way because they are forcing their "will" on to others. But then many would feel the people that put the sign up were forcing their will on to others.

The biggest people phony in love are those that say they put themselves or aspects of themselves in other people to make this world a better place. LOL...you got to laugh at that idea, but it's their dream. Exactly what are they trying to prove by making the world a better place based on their ideal better place? And what makes them think that an aspect of their self is the key to resolving this? I mean the last time I checked I think God was still within all of us. So, when a person that believes they can put an aspect of themselves into other people, are saying they are GOD? Are they saying that these people don't have roles to play that are divinely given? Are they saying they are the savior now because they have this delusional idea that they get to take over another persons body? My God, what an ego trip. And why didn't Christ himself do this if this was so easy to do? I'm just asking, I'm not judging here. From all my research this must be agreed upon between the two souls.

But how do we understand this with love? How to we respect another thoughts out of love for what they think they are doing and not for what they are doing? My awakening this morning put it all into prospective. Simply this, a person like this is simply so fearful that the only way that they can begin to see love is by first believing that each person "s/he gave" an aspect of themselves away. In reality s/he did do this, in reality we all do it. We all project what we have a hard time facing within. Isn't it much easier to battle those demons externally? Of course it is, because now it seems real and that someone else did it to us, rather than we "FELL" ourselves. Of course this keeps the illusion real for them because the only thing they are truly fearful of is that once they become one with everything they cease to exist.

Understanding that we each experience our own awakening in due time, that there is no hurry (basically because it's already done we are just waking up enough to see it) and there is no need to save anyone. It's kind of like the flight attendants asking us to put our mask on first before helping anyone else. Come on!!! That's such a clear signal that you'd have to be pretty well dead not to get that one. LOL We'll laugh even though it's not funny. But you cannot help anyone if you have not helped yourself first. Many meditate, do yoga, increase oxygen and other such modalities to bring in inner peace and awareness, to give themselves a break from the illusion. When we align ourselves to peace we awaken this within our reality.

The opposite of love is fear. These are the two emotions that are the basis of all other emotions. With love you have faith, trust, understanding, awareness, hope, peace, joy and many other such attributes. Fear, you have doubt, lack of awareness, and lack of peace in your life. No one can inflict their lack of peace upon you. To believe this would mean that millions of people would be experiencing all the same thing, but we don't.

I feel our world is like the little dendrites within our brains. These little dendrites form little trees within our brains that help us to interconnect between all things that already exist. So even if our brain is damaged in some way, these little dendrites take over and start making new connections that look like trees. Here is the tree of life! These little dendrites don't fight with each other for space, or the right to be right, they just do their job in branching out further and further....connecting all thoughts! Like thoughts will attract like thoughts and experiences.

So getting back to love! Loving ourselves is the first place to start, loving ourselves wholly and completely. Love doesn't "come" from anyone. No one can make you feel love no more than they can make you feel happy. When you feel this love inside then you will see it in your world. When you feel happy for no reason, then you are truly happy inside. Love and happiness doesn't come from making anyone do anything or be anything! Is everyone happy, not for me to say. But if they are still living with people that they complain about, not happy with, or can't resolve an inner conflict, then this might be how they experience happiness and joy. Again, not for me to say. It is about releasing attachments to the outcome. If people are able to say, "Well, I'm in this relationship for a reason and I need to really enjoy this process", then we have the ability to become whole within the experience.

Love/faith/honor is embracing the experience. Fear/hate/doubt is rejecting the experience.

Belief Statement: There are times I don't feel completely in love with anything or anyone and this is confusing. I know I am distant at times while trying to discover my path. I gain confusion while losing focus and understanding.

Spirit Statement: I am completely love in everything and everyone with knowing I am now on my path to awareness with focus and understanding.

Do you know how many Americans are with people that they don't feel a connection to any longer? Do you know how many Americans are living with people that make them feel constricted? Do you know how many Americans just live day to day without any real joy or happiness in their lives because now they are just surviving? And do you know how many Americans live in lifeless relationships just in the name of possessing? It's not because their partners are not able to be what they want of them, but because there is something within them that needs attention.