While we are still in the lower worlds of our being where the shadow exist we are all challenged with "What is wrong with me? What have I done wrong? What do I do now that I'm not doing what I thought I should be?" There are people that think they are in "power" that can change peoples lives instantly. They want to cause another harm to teach them a lesson, to show them that their god is more powerful then the one the other person follows. What is that all about? I mean if you only believe in one god then why would you even give that a thought? And if you believe in a loving god who are you to say, "See there, they are losing everything in their lives because they didn't follow God's word or work." Who are they or you, if you've done this, to say that about another person?
But instead, what these people usually do, they make phone calls to tell people what a bad person this person or that person is. They go around telling people lies that have nothing to do with the individual. They go around hoping to create as much harm to the person as possible. Their own fear that God may love this person more than them begins to take over and they disconnect from their heart. "I'm the only one that can do this or that because I've been called to do God's work". Well haven't we all. Did Christ not say that ye all shall do as I and more? He didn't say we all were going to become preachers either.
I'm taking a class that describes it like this:
Grace of heaven giving/receiving LOVE
Greed of hell giving/receiving FEAR
When we do anything for another it should be completely from the heart of love. True love not just, ".... well if I do this I'm be rewarded because I just really can't stand this person." That is coming from a place of fear because now the person feels that if they do what is expected of them they will be punished or that they are looking for a reward in heaven from God.
I told someone one day that came in to get a Quantum Biofeedback that we might all be very surprised with who is in heaven and not after he told me I was going to hell. I did ask this man why he thought I was going to hell and he said because of what I do for a living with the biofeedback machine and that I should be telling people that Christ is their lord and savior and to repent for their sins. LOL...what was funny is he loved the machine and all kinds of spiritual stuff was coming up for him that was out of balance. So you see what we do to ourselves. We have tools to guide us where we are out of alignment with our Higher Self and we still choose to look the other way.
I was not placing judgement on this man for what he believed and I allowed him to go along his way thinking what he was thinking. Because he was a part of me that was screaming, "You still believe in death and if you don't' do what is right you're going to die." LOL....I can laugh about it now.
There have been many people that have come and gone from here and I'm getting a really good picture of when they are representing my ego trying to cling to my everlasting breath. When I release people from my life and they are angry, hurt and tearful I know that is the reflection on my ego. When someone doesn't ever come back to shop because they think I'm the evil one then I know I got my message and I am thankful to and for them. But hear this.....it will not be me that you have to worry about being the evil one. Each person in our lives can be a reflection of what is going on inside of us. Each opportunity that is presented is a means and a way to show our truth.
Awareness opens the possibility for Alignment and the Willingness to Release. Free yourself of illusions within YOUR reality. What are you creating that makes you feel disempowered?
