Thursday Update

I wanted to know more of what sign I was missing, so I put it out there into the Universe to give me clues and a unique awareness. So allowed myself to receive!

While running to the bank to pick up change I got behind this car that was driving 15 miles below the speed limit and she did not offer a turn signal when she finally turned left. Oh wait, she did offer one....as she was turning. Grrrrrr

Thinking that now I would finally get to move at the regular speed another car was in front of me. Now where the heck did he show up. The person had fishing poles hanging outside his windows and just seemed to be taking in all the sights and sounds. He was going 20 miles below the speed limit. No I'm getting mad. What the heck is going on? Well, I asked for my signs but I was still ignoring them. The light was still green and I knew I would make it if his butt would just move, he's under the light and he stops dead in the middle of the road. I can see the light is yellow and since he is turning right and I needed to go left I just kept going on. Man alive!!!!

As I'm at the bank I look up and there is a sign that catches my eye that says "OPEN", flashing bright red. I decided after getting my change to pick up a cup of coffee and then head back to work. People are walking in front of me, people everywhere all over the place. Then there is the guy riding a bike in front of me and I see that he is balanced and moving well. I realized then that everything around me was supporting me in my awakening. I looked up at the trees and found them to be more beautiful then I've ever noticed before. Everything became so clear and bright. I was watching all kinds of people playing around with things.

Then I hit the four way stop. There was already a car at the stop when I arrived and I sat and sat there, but she wasn't moving. She was just sitting there stairing off into space. So I called her an idiot and rolled through the stop sign. It was then and only then that it looked like she woke up and started looking down the streets for on coming traffice, even though she was at a four way stop.

As I'm driving I realized that my enlightenment will take me years to obtain with actions and thoughts like that flying around. So I told the universe I was sorry for yelling at myself and to please forgive my ignorance. That I was just mad at the fact I was just sitting there. HUM!!!!

After all of that I get a text asking me if I want my windows washed today, the store is full of people getting stuff to clear congestion and pain. HUM, again! LOL...you've got to laugh.

Then as I'm sitting back here typing this out my staff comes to me and says I need to know where you're taking this. What do you want to focus on, massage, quantum biofeedback, hcg, what? She tells me that my website is all over the place and that it doesn't really give my story. She said to me, "You have such a great story and people need to know about that story". She was absolutely right. I am totally blessed to have someone so creative and forthcoming to work with.

So people, can you see the message? Can you see the signs? The universe is asking me to slow down and choose a direction and that once I make this choice that the universe will support me in my adventure. It is letting me know that I've scattered my focus into to many directions and this has caused things to slow down. It breaks my heart to know that I have done this to myself, but at the same time know that the universe is full of love and light and is totally here to support me in my direction and adventure. This is true for everyone.

Today will be a day of reflecting and organizing my own mind, my own energy and awareness. I love what I do with people and want to continue that growth with and for them. And I know that each person that I support in their awareness brings me closer to my own awareness.

The fishing poles were to let me know that I am that fisherman. I need to have fun and enjoy just allowing the fish to come to me. OMG.......we don't have to chase after anything it all comes to us effortlessly and with ease. Hold on tight folks, this ride is now getting really fun.

Enjoy it with me!
Love, V