On my way in this morning there is a school bus that is stopped, with his sign out, picking up kids. All of a sudden I see this blue pickup truck barrelling down the other lane. The stop sign is still out for the kids. As this young man passes me I see that he is looking like, "What just happened?". I'm sure he was more interested in seeing if there was a police officer behind him. I could tell by looking in the eyes of this young man that he was oblivious to what he did until it was already too late. Thank goodness there were no children that needed to cross in front of him.
It was clearly obvious to me that I was more aware of what was going on around me then he was. But when and what caused him to become aware or alerted? I think it was my energy in the car saying are you crazy, guy? LOL It's a lot of work to stay aware for yourself and others too. :)
So I'm here at work already, things are flowing so nicely, effortlessly, and relaxed. I almost feel like I don't work at all any more. I remember days like this when I first started in Rockwall, they were effortless. With this said, I only need to rewind in my own mind the young man running the school bus sign. So today's process will be about my awareness. Remember he is there to show me something about myself that can heal me and him. He has taken on a role for me because I felt an emotional tie to him, and because I reacted the way that I did. Who knows maybe no one else saw him.
Belief Statement: While in the flow with traffic and being stopped by a school bus a young man ignores the sign and continues to drive past it only to reflect on it later and this makes me feel angry and upset. I don't know what he was thinking about or where his head was but it was just plan dumb on his part to ignore the sign. I gain frustration and lose patience.
(I must say that while I was writing out my situation I began to see in my own mind how this was applying to me. When we ignore our signs we must learn from them after we've been made aware them. There is a sign that I must be missing that I keep driving by. So my mission will be to become more aware.)
Spirit Statement: I am in the flow with my collective education and knowledge of my youth and aware of signs that allow pause and reflection with love and kindness. I know awareness of my thoughts play an important part in understanding the sign of peace and flow.