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Friday, May 7, 2010

Day 138 of 400 "the unseen"

The other day I found myself contemplating why people act the way they do and why they love being ill at ease, then it hit me like a ton of bricks. All the why, why, whys never does anyone good and is only a distraction. It is definitely a distraction that we all learn to overcome in our awakening.

There's a quote in the bible that says, "...fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." When we fix our eyes only on what we "think" we see we are putting the log within our own eyes. So the other quote also came to my mind at that very moment while driving down the road, but this is how it was given to me. I'm going to put it in quotation marks because I heard this in my head.

"How could you ever begin to understand someone else's life when you haven't even begun to understand your own? How could you ever begin to see what his life means when you don't even know what your own life means? To understand this is to free your eyes of the splinters, these splinters are only fragments of your subconscious mind still blocked in allowing you to see clearly. It's not for another to see clearly or for you to see their life clearly, but rather for you to see your life and it's meaning. And when you are worried about why you are here, or anyone else for that matter, you are building barriers within your own eyes. Each person has his or hers own divine purpose in being here; trying to figure it out is a waste of time. It's a distraction! Your splinters and logs within your own eyes are only distractions. Think of it this way....when a splinter is in your eye you have to squint and there is pain...this is true for the illusions that you attach yourself so strongly to. Release this need to know and you will be the knowing. Release the need to have and you will be the abundance. Release the need to understand and you will be the awakening."

I don't feel this guidance is trying to tell us to be ignorant in our lives. I feel that the message is saying, when you concentrate on the illusion called life then you are missing the things that are unseen all around you.

And as many of you know that once I'm given a message like this I am usually tested on it as well. LOL....so after this happened yesterday and I released this need to know my world seemed to just flow and grow. I loved it! Then I had this sweet elderly lady come in and asked me about my meditation. I showed her that how I would play the crystal bowls and guide them into a soft guided meditation. She asked, "That's it?" I said, "Excuse me?" Again she asked, "Well is that all there is to it, nothing else?"

I'm not quite sure of what she meant is there nothing else and proceeded to let her know that this mediation is to help guide people in peace, love, joy and happiness. It was then that she said, "Do you find that the world doesn't accept this? What do you do if people don't want this?"

Come on you guys, you know this was a test, right? LOL....so I looked at her with gentle eyes and said, "It's not for me to decided what the world is ready for, I'm only concerned for the people that come to seek peace in their lives and to assist them in their growth. If we meditate on peace and the majority of the world wants to block it, so be it. It doesn't cause them harm and our love is never meant to distract or take away from the divine plan. Our intention during the meditation is to raise our vibrational level to a higher realm of understanding within ourselves and for those that desire growth and awareness. It is never meant to over power but to embrace, it's not meant to replace but to nourish."

Then I waved my hand as if I'm dusting the sky and say to her, "Those that are ready will walk through these doors. If they don't want mediation, peace, joy, or whatever else that can be found here through study, practice, or quietness then they are not ready and it's not for me to tell them what they need or don't need. The people that come here are the ones that welcome this and this I need to be glad for. I am not concerning myself with the world."

OMG... she smiled and shook her head as if she understood and then stayed longer looking around. It was almost as if she couldn't leave this place. I was so happy for her. I know she is seeking but she has to find what is right for her. And of course because I stayed within the flow of that distraction I was totally blessed. I had someone come into my store that wanted to help me with my song, I had copyright protected my work without a glitch, and I put it online (as many of you have probably already seen) without any problems. And Mercury is in retrograd....LOL...so I felt the flow, I was in the flow, I am the abundant, I am the light.

I cried last night for all the joy I felt and feel in my life. I understand the meaning of tears of joy to the fullest extent now. I couldn't sleep with all this energy going through my body. I could feel it running through my head this morning and could hear its little buzz. LOL....I wake up so full of life!

Belief Statement: It's not for me to understand the reason for others and their lives and this feels okay. I don't need to concern myself with what is right or wrong because this only causes me to gain confusion and distractions while losing focus on my own love and light.

Spirit Statement: I know others live with feelings of joy. I release myself to understand my awareness and focused is in love and light.

May you feel my heart today,
and listen to what I might say.

The words of love give hope to all,
while listening to the inner call.

Open your eyes to not what you see,
but rather to the inner key.

This key is yours for ever more,
always there, an open door.

Knock and you shall receive,
means this door is open to me.

This door is only a block,
that keeps time on a clock.

But even time is an illusion you see,
for before there was you there was me.

For ever more living in space,
Abundant simply in grace.

Now remember the trumpet calls,
rumbling loudly and breaking walls.

Allow our thunder to rise above,
and see all walls rise in love.

No more dividers between you and me,
just letting love flow and filling the sea.

Profound love,
Velvete