Day 131 of 400 "Messages"

On my way into work this morning I was thinking about my day and all the things that I really needed to started and or finished. Like the book for instance, I was thinking that I would hire a friend to start marketing and read all the emails we have received in marketing and get moving forward on this. Then I had a thought, "How could I afford to pay something on something that doesn't have a return yet?"

Then my direction of thought went to "What will I write about on the blog today because everything is going so smoothly? Do I want to eat something else this morning? How am I going to get everything done today without feeling overwhelmed?"
Then, right in front of me is this huge tractor trailer. He has his right turn signal on but he's taking up the lanes as if he's going to go straight. I am moving to go around him to go straight at the light, but he's still taking up all the space so it forced me to go into a lane that turns left instead of the direction I wanted to go in.

So while I'm in the lane to turn left I'm thinking that if no one is in the right hand lane I'll just turn when the light turns green. Well that didn't happen. That light could be there forever with no one sitting at it and all of a sudden everyone in Commerce is at that light. So I had to sit back for a moment and think about all the signs that were being given to me and how were they answering my questions about my day.

Of course, even as I'm typing these words I'm worried that my first person is getting ready to show up, that I'm busy all day today, back to back and wondering how am I going to make it. It is that "FEAR" that causes us to back slide and this is my message for today. Even as I know this, the phone is ringing off the hook, customers wanting to make orders, and sales people (that I want to talk to) are just keeping me busy....all while writing this. I have to laugh! I'm thinking I'm never going to get through this morning with all of these interruptions. But I know I've set it up that way. I wonder if others think like I do. LOL And now I am being transferred to another call....LOL....it just keeps getting better and better.

Now getting back to the truck, I was turning left and having to drive through town now to get to work and realized that I was getting off path and direction with my thoughts of happiness, joy, peace and love. I had falling into the lower mind. I had fallen off the wagon of the higher mind thoughts and feelings. Now I sit here and just have to laugh about it, but that still doesn't make my body feel any better because now I have to deal with the residual chemistry that was dumped into my body of the lower mind. Bummer!!!!

I realized that the truck was in my way to say slow down and think about what direction you are taking your mind. Stop for a second and adjust the direction of the energy you are putting out there right now. But NOOOOOOO, I had to go all the way through town. For those of you that know me know this about me!!! LOL

While driving through town I knew within my own mind that it was to show me that by not taking my time and thinking things through that I got off track and now have wasted energy and focus. But it's all okay. I can quickly jump into the higher mind and resolve any conflict through my process.

Belief Statement: I worry about my day and getting everything done and this makes me feel anxious. I hope I'll be able to catch up today just to have time to breath and relax. I'm gaining frustration while losing focus.

Spirit Statement: I am confident my day is being everything in feeling calm. I know I am one with myself in breath and relaxation while calm and focused.

Everyday, this is how my day has been, calm and focused. I don't worry about my desk over flowing with papers, I don't worry that my bills haven't been paid yet, and I haven't worried about other stuff while communicating with clients, friends and customers. They have my full attention in the moment, because it is in our moments that we have life. Nothing else. If my bills don't get paid today I'll get them paid tomorrow, if they don't get paid then, then I'll do it when I can. My life doesn't end if the little things in them don't get done. It's the big things like relationships that really ever matter because when it comes right down to it....they will be there through all your life, your bills come and go.

So the person I was waiting to arrive this morning calls to tell me she rescued a little puppy in the road. I knew this message was for me....I have saved myself from the lower mind and I'm going to be just fine. Love you all very much.

Enjoy!
V