As I look around me and see the sun trying to bust through the clouds and the birds chirping this morning I feel like Spring. There is a warm, cozy feeling I have deep within my bones today. I think when I realized that I don't "heal" anyone, nor is it my responsibility to even begin to work towards that goal, that life just kind of unfolded this beautiful awareness to me.
I can't explain how or why I know that deep within me there is this river of life that flows continuously, connecting with everyone and everything. But I love it! I see greatness in my little town, the state and in the country. I feel as long as I can see this in my mind and feel it within my body then it is so. I feel that I have processed the economy/government to allow me to be at this point right now.
As I was listening to my mother on the phone last night get so upset about the young blacks and the Mexicans fighting over rights I realized that was not my world. I didn't feel the way she felt, I wasn't seeing the things she was seeing. Does this mean that I discount what she's going through, no. Rather, I'm compassionate that she is where she is for a reason. And that our worlds are different even on this planet because of what we are creating within our own time and space. Sometimes I think people with different experiences help us to see what we want to continue to create or what we desire to change, for ourselves only, not for others.
But we also must be able to listen to what is being said around us though for those little clues. Like when my mother was talking about what was upsetting to her I realized I had just asked if I should publish my Holistic Government book. Everything that she was complaining about is in this book and how it affects the nation. With this all in mind I realized that the Universe was saying, "Now" is the time to publish the book." So that is my very next project.
Ego: I am open to receive the messages necessary for me to gain awareness and experience while feeling calm. I am being overwhelmed with a number of phone calls and people wanting to share their problems with me right now. I gaining frustration and losing patience.
When we ask for something from the universe we better hold on tight to something because it's going to happen. Sometimes quicker then we expected or really even thought possible. LOL
Spirit: I receive the necessary information for awareness and experiences and I'm am calm while receiving phone calls from people sharing their success now. I am confident and patient.
Awareness opens the possibility for Alignment and the Willingness to Release. Free yourself of illusions within YOUR reality. What are you creating that makes you feel disempowered?
