As many of you know we are working the process with the economy and government with the over all goal to help us to become aware of what we are aligning ourselves to. With this said everything, including the people that you interact with, influence and reflect back how you are feeling about your world. The information in the last couple of days has been good without any real issues, per say. And then there was yesterday.
Many of you know that I deal with people all around the US. So I use the information that I am getting from them to keep a constant check on myself, my awareness, and any test or lessons that may need processing. Last Friday I was really going through some soul searching to find out why I wanted to be here and in the business that I am in. I found that I was missing a piece of the puzzle by thinking that I "HEAL" people. I realized that I had an imbalance in my energy with this thought process because the bottom line with that "Heal" is implying there is something wrong with the individual. When this hit me I cried. OMG....Now what? So I simply looked at what it was that I wanted to manifest and asked myself, "What do I need to have this happen"? Amazingly enough I discovered that I needed clients, but what kind of clients. I needed clients that needed something that I had or could give. It was then that I realized I needed clients that wanted to feel good. My over all goal is to provide services, products, and information to help people feel better or good. To do this allows more people to walk through my door that don't want or need to be heal, but rather who want to feel good about life, themselves and others. Bingo!!
So anytime we have a major realization, the Universe can't wait to assist us in our progress. LOL....Monday morning was full of test. Actually the whole week so far has been one big test. But yesterday was the top of the cake. I must say I feel that I passed the test.
I was able to stay above the line in my actions, words and attitude as this person tried to manipulate and degrade me and "tried" to make me feel stupid. However, stupidity was on her part for not reading the complete email and assuming things rather than just slowing down.
So I thought about this last night and realized that because this woman "claimed" to be a business owner herself that her ego was feeling the need to compete with me. Or, did I feel the need to compete with her? I think this was my test! There is great honor in staying calm and allowing the test to occur and having the ability to watch your own response, and not just react. I had to laugh to because I thought, "I know what she is doing, I've been there myself." LOL
Ego: I have a person that is trying to make me feel stupid and greedy and this makes me feel sick to my stomach. I wonder why she is so hateful when all of this is her fault to begin with. I'm gaining frustration and losing patience dealing with her.
Spirit: I am a person that feels smart and giving and this feels healthy. I know I love my perfect self always with peace and patience while working with others.
Conclusion: It is important to always remember that a person that is screaming at us and wanting us to do something that seems impossible that it's not about us, but them. Patience is a virtue, but the true virtue is just allowing things to be as they need to be to increase your awareness.
Enjoy!
Love, V
Awareness opens the possibility for Alignment and the Willingness to Release. Free yourself of illusions within YOUR reality. What are you creating that makes you feel disempowered?
