Day 42 of 400 "Peace"

As I sat in my computer class some years ago and yelled out in class as if I had just been hurt. The young lady next to me asked, "What happened, are you okay?" I began to laugh. I said, "As I was sitting here I just had a thought that all of my cells are like little individual people. And they are looking to me as their god to keep them safe." This young lady just looked at me and offered me a book to read.

The next day she asked again how I was doing and if I had any other visions or thoughts. I felt stupid to some degree but also glad that she had brought the subject up again. That day we spent lunch together talking about life and pleasures. She had many troubles in her life and just appeared very, very religious to me. However, what I was to learn was the difference between religion and spirituality from this new friend. That moment that I discovered this inner voice speaking for my cells I became spiritual. My life changed from that day forward. My life was already changing prior to this but this was like the topping on the cake.

The book she told me I needed to buy was "A Course in Miracles". Of course she explained it was like a 10 books series and very expensive. So with that information I decided to wait until I had a job to even start looking for this book.

Several years later and my love for books led me to a book store in Mesquite. There just as I walk into the door is a book titled "A Course In Miracles". Only one book, not 10, just gleaming like gold. I asked the sales person if this was true, that there was only one book. He began to explain to me in detail how the book was once broken up into sections but now it was in this one book. I can't begin to tell you my joy. I felt like it was written just for me. So of course I purchased the book with great eagerness.

There are many reasons for a person not to read a book right away. But for me it was always because I would be guided to learn something else to help make sense before reading new material that needed foundation. I received this foundation within the next two years from buying this book. when I finally began reading the book I realized I was already experiencing what was written. It helped to make sense of what had been happening in my life.

We all do this, we all create what we need. We create books, pictures and a number of other things to validate what we think we are at the moment in time. This helps me to understand that I am constantly able to change how I view or see things. It is my own journey in discovering "SELF".

I play many roles along this journey to enjoy a number of things while here within life. To experience a variety of opportunities and situations while increasing my awareness of self. I am supported in every way and all I have to do is ask and be willing to receive once it is given to me.

So what is my goal, what do I want to experience? Peace! I desire to know this within first so that it is displayed outside of me. I want my outside world to be like my internal world where my cells are working in harmony with one another, providing peace within the neuro network, organs, tissues and glands.

With all of this said I will begin my statements. I feel this is the key to follow-up on my commitment in processing the "economy"/ government.

Ego: I desire for the people around me to be like the cells in my body, working in harmony and peace with on another to allow growth and awareness. I feel sad when thinking about how we are always fighting, arguing our views and feeling the need defend what we think is ours. I'm gaining awareness while losing hope.

(I would like everyone to take a moment and look at the words above. Is this not what we are really saying when we argue with one another about our government, when we judge someone of a different religion, or when we feel the need to fight over something we feel belongs to us. )

Spirit: Everyone around me is like the cells within my body working in harmony and peace with growth and awareness. I am happy because I know we are working together with focus and feelings of cooperation with awareness and hope.

I feel this running through my body and mind. I feel the cooperation that has always been in my focus that has and continues to bring perfect harmony and peace. To see it any other way is only to allow me to understand I have disconnected myself from source. I see that each and every person is like the cells in my own body and have helped me to be right where I am today. I have so much to be thankful for.