After my short trip to Kansas, which I got snowed in, I realized I didn't have the spiritual discoveries I normally do while traveling through Okalahoma. So when I got home I thought, "Wow, I guess I don't have anything to process." The next morning I woke up feeling great but then it quickly turned to a real downer.
I felt lost and hopeless like there wasn't anything else to live for. I tried to comfort myself by communciating with husband and friends but the day just grew weary for me. I grew weary.
That night I had a very odd dream. I got ready to get out of the bed and an image came to me of an incident that occured while I was still a young thing. I thought about this incident off and on through out the day wondering what it all meant.
The next day the thought grew into other incidents that were much like the original one when I was smaller. I knew then that I had an issue to resolve. I now had something to live for, to solve my own problem.
So after a few short hours of doing the 7-Step Process I felt better but still bewildered. Like something else was missing. Then, within one week to the day, another thought surrounding the incident came to my mind. The words "You will never know how much I love you." With this said I realized immediately that I had been setting situations/drama/pain up in my life to judge, evaluate, and lose love in my life. And because the first incident that came to my mind was about money I knew the two were going hand in hand.
I processed the situation regarding this statement and realized through the Spirit statement this:
I accept the value of wealth with love. I am happy and joyful because I know I have awareness in relationships with time, energy and wealth.
Almost to the second of doing this process my daughter texted me that she had just received food and money as a gift for Christmas, people came in to make big ticketed purchases, and ideas were coming to me on how to sell items that I no longer used or needed.
Sometimes it appears as though the process is moving slow, however it's just pulling back the layers. It took honoring the first incident that came to my mind and my willingness to see it with open eyes and release the illusions regarding the situation before the second incident could be unveiled. Then another layer can be pulled back to allow you growth, awareness, and understanding.
So for the next 400 days I will post everyday a process or situation that has come up and the feedback I receive through my daily life. If you are ready for the journey stay tuned.
I welcome questions and comments along the way.
Love, Velvete
Awareness opens the possibility for Alignment and the Willingness to Release. Free yourself of illusions within YOUR reality. What are you creating that makes you feel disempowered?
