Day 8 of 400

Merry Christmas Everyone,

Today should be a day filled with joy and peace, a day of rest and enjoyment, a day to reflect back on the year and see all the good in your life. If you're not doing that then do it for a moment to bring more joy, more peace, and more happiness your way.

As I've stated before the processes help your day to flow and move in ways that almost seem like magic. Matter of fact some people will refuse to do a process because of how quickly their life changes after doing so. They would rather stay in their own suffering rather then empowering themselves. I also think it's easier for people to say, "There's nothing that I can do", rather than take the energy to change it. But to each his own, there is no right or wrong, there is just the experience.

With such a wonderful night with friends and a beautiful morning with kittens and hubby I had to think hard on an energy that might need to be processed. But it didn't take to long because I did receive a feeling last night and thought I better process that today.

The feeling that came over me was one of intrusion. I felt that I may have extended an act of love and kindness where it wasn't wanted or needed. This made me feel sad because I was having such a good time. But then bam....the words were spoken and the eyes rolled.

To process a feeling is much different then processing an incident. The reason is because it hits you to the deepest part of you. The ego makes it feel so real that you feel you are being attacked, eventhough there is no attack at all. There may not have even been words spoken. That is why there is really no reason to ever bring it up to the person that is sharing the moment with you, because it's not really happening to you, it's only happening for you.

So to process this I had to go deep within to see what it was I was reflecting to myself that this beautiful person so bravely was able to conduct for me. I realized as I started to process this that this had been the theme of my last two weeks.

The feeling of not being wanted or needed is such a deep ego trick. If it gets you feeling sorry enough for yourself then your inner light won't be able to shine. The ego wants you to feel that you don't belong because your saddness over powers your love and light. So once I was able to put this down into the 7-Steps I realized the trap.

Here's my Spirit Statement:

I honor and feel happy in the moment with peace and love in all relationships.

After the last 3 days I know now that the ego is the one that destroys relationships to keep you weak and feeling alone. If it can make you feel alone then the ego becomes your best friend.

Unbelievable in how it appears as an attack, but when you turn it over to Spirit how it all unfolds into a brand new reality. The reality was always there it was just my vision was cloudy.

So Merry Christmas everyone and know that Spirit is strong within you.