The Master From Within

Everyday of our lives we are given examples of the beautiful gifts of being alive, alert, and aware. Through the expression of art, music, drama, writing and even right in nature we see life so freely expressing itself. If given the chance plants love to thrive and bring forth the beauty that resides in them, the natural beauty that their little seeds are programmed to bloom. We, too, are just like little plants programmed with a seed within us to bloom, to expand, and to become more creative when given room to grow.

Room to grow. It is here that we are learning that a deep communion, a deeper transference of energy from the Master within to the willing student. It is with the students willingness to be receptive, humble, and surrendering which allows the student room to grow and the master to be received.

When we get stuck in our "I" of life we literally are peaked within our own beliefs that we are who we think we are, not allowing room for the true master to come in. When this occurs there can be no union, and no receiving because there is a barrier that is formed and keeps you from completely letting go. This "I" is fearful of letting go because it doesn't know what's going to happen.

As I surrendered myself completely I could feel the surge of energy coursing through my body. Even though I knew I was not in control I was not fearful of what would take place, I surrendered my "I" and became receptive, open and a clear channel for the master to enter.

When an initiation of such occurs there is a transfer of inner energy, actual get you hot energy, and it is then that the master can enter and can transform us. However, there is a level of trust that goes beyond the trust that we feel when someone just wants to borrow the car. This trust goes beyond any trust like you've experienced before. It's almost as if you'll feel more trust in that moment that you ever could love. Love, true love, is still within the master that is bringing you to bare your beautiful flower. At that moment of trust is when the lights go out.

It is within that moment of trust that you know that the master knows what needs to be done and that you don't need to KNOW. It's through this need to know that blocks the master from entering. This need to know is not trusting the master. The master knows what needs to take place, and always loves you. If there is a fear that arises and a need to block trust, energy, humility, receptivity then you are blocking the master.

Becoming vulnerable is a very scary thing for most people. They have learned to defend themselves against being vulnerable by creating illusions of separation via the vices of struggle, suffering, pain and more. They even learn to struggle just to survive. It's all a test for the soul of just how much resistance can occur before it's willing to surrender to the master from within.

It is when we are able to throw this defense to the wind that the master within can truly be present and enter. You don't have to worry about blocking anything because the master never, ever, ever forces himself upon you. The master is waiting patiently for you to be receptive in order to allow full transformation. This transformation cannot occur with fear, doubt, or arrogance.

When we release arrogance we open ourselves up even more to the master for it is here that we have built the most magnificent armor around us for protection of the "I". Here we have the student literally tearing himself apart to prove just how right he is to stay in control and not allow God's will or the Master's will be done.

During our moment of deep trust, humility, and receptivity the master enters and a new seed is planted. Because of our willingness to sacrifice deep, profound love enters. You can feel it exploding in your being, you can feel God. The love is so profound that your trust turns into knowing you are safe, no matter what happens you are always safe.

The new seed will expand and a rebirth occurs, not a physical rebirth, but rather it's like a rebirth. The only way I can explain it is you are waking up from the spirit entering you and you are in total darkness, then you see the light as if coming through the birth canal and seeing all the doctors and nurses making sure they have hold of you in order to pull you into this world. In the distance I can hear a voice loving saying "breathe" I knew I was entering into this physical reality anew.

Just like with any new born the child has to go through a process of learning. But this time the child is enriched with keys that s/he must learn to use to expand the consciousness gracefully. It is within these keys that more seeds grow and flourish; so the student protects these seeds knowing that only the master within and the student him/herself are to know the sounds and images that awaken each one of the seeds planted. The student realizes that there is no one else out there that needs these keys but the student himself. To offer them up allows the "I" to come in to destroy the garden that has been brought to life by the master from within.

The Master knows we are safe, knows we are love and knows the seeds of our hearts. Of course S/he does, S/He was the one that put them there. To believe in anything else will cause a resistance within the person that will block the Master.

Most of my life I lived in fear. I wondered what would happen to me and I felt that God was punishing me in some way for bringing me here. As a small child I remember praying to God even though I was never taught who God was, we never went to church and my parents didn't talk about it. At least not until I was older; it was then I realized I was never alone.

When I had moments of deep trust and surrender is when I experienced the Master in my life. These moments wouldn't last very long because I would allow the "I" to come back and control my mind. Of course that "I" makes us feel we just did something all on our own and that we don't need the master but rather we are the master. Even though there is a very real part of that statement that is true, it's just a part of the truth. You will have to seek this truth and be willing to surrender what you think you know to "I don't know" and be happy with that.

May your heart be open and your mind undivided.

Love, Velvete