There is a big difference between being of service and being a servant. I have shared with clients in the past that until you are willing to be the servant then you truly can't be of service.
The last couple of months have been difficult for me trying to find my place outside of a normal workforce. You know what I mean, that place that makes you "think" now that you have all the free time to help folks out.
However the most amazing thing happened. As I was speaking to one of our Lodge members, who I was divinely guided to call, shared with me her pain and agony from her body. She said to me, "Everyone should have purpose in their life, right?" It broke my heart. I began to cry and shared with this beautiful angel that we all have purpose, even if it's just being at home and learning the word of God or writing about our thoughts in order to reveal it to others on a different plane. That no matter what we are doing we are doing it for the collective and that all of it is God's greater Will. It was then that I realized that I was blessed by this message more profoundly than I could have ever imagined.
You see it's not about who I can help, it is that I help everyone. It's not about who will accept me, but rather that I accept everyone. And it's not about what I gain or get out of helping another, but it's what I get by them helping me. They help me to see that they are of service to me.
No one every will be or ever has been another's servant, we are all of service to love.