I was awakened this morning with the thought of going to court regarding a divorce that the husband claims is the result of the wife reading my book, "Higher Mind, Lower Mind". I thought about this for a moment and realized I was now in the drama of this divorce in my very own bed. I realized at that moment that the ego was playing with me.
As I thought about being on the stand and what I would say the ego the whole time was saying, "Yea, and make sure you get that in too." It was then that I snapped out of it and realized I had just projected myself beyond what was real. This is a waste of energy because this situation may not take place at all. And even if it does take place it's in God's hands not mine.
Then Ego said, "But you need to let them know who is the best parent for these children." It was then I felt the peace of God come over me and said, "Velvete, to judge which parent would be better would not be your responsibility, nor is it in your power to do so. For someone to ask what you believe is asking you how you perceive, what is it that you have witnessed?"
Through the voice of God I realized that the ego was trying to keep me out of present time and into attachments. Then I realized what the man was reflecting back to me. You see in our book we talk about attachments, and this man was claiming that his wife was leaving him because of that very chapter, that she didn't need to be attached to him and more and that it even states in the bible that no man shall divide what God has put together.
Then my gentle mind whispered the joy that yes, "You and God are yoked and your trust, faith and love all come from the union of God. Once this has taken place no man can take it from you." Then I realized why! Because now all we see is the illusion of things that come and go. We see our attachments as little forms of reality, but the only thing that is real is God's love.
I could write what I "think" about this man but that would only be my ego dividing us further and then we would not be equally yoked. So as I started writing today's blog I decided to take full responsibility for the projection of this man accusing me of being a witch, and accusing me of tearing up his home, and accusing me of being the devil.
Through this process of discovery I realized how my attachment to my "identity" was being rectified. I am neither witch nor angel, I am neither tearing down his home, nor lifting it up, and I am neither devil nor human. I am the am I. Is this to say I am God? Of course not. It is to say that am a child of God, Love!
There are so many things out there in our world that make us feel so attached. Even when we are doing good deeds out of attachments we divide ourselves, but by doing these good deeds it's a starting point in helping ourselves. When we begin to help others without a single attachment, without hidden agendas or without attitudes that we're better off than another then that is when we truly find peace and balance.
Many of you that follow this blog know that God works in wondrous ways. It's only when we question God "why did you allow this" that we are unable to see the miracle of His divine plan. But when we say, "God, I don't understand but I know that your plan is perfect in every way" that we begin to see the miracles all around us.
You see there is nothing that happens, nothing, absolutely nothing that doesn't have purpose for growth and awakening. Even the person who feels they are all alone in the world God has purpose for. It is only through our own unwillingness to see the divine in all things that prevents us from releasing our attachments, no matter what they are.
You see you only think you're alone, you only think you're rich, you only think someone has left you, you only think that you have a job, it's all within the mind and the experience that both you and God have chosen for a higher plan.
How do I feel about being called to testify? Nothing. Absolutely nothing because I know that whatever needs to be will be when it comes to God's will. And as long as I answer the questions with great honesty, integrity, and love then all is well, I've done my best. And our best is really all God is asking us to do.
Much love to you all today. Enjoy your life without attachment and watch it unfold.
Belief Statement: I laid there in bed wondering what to do and felt anxious. I knew that I was no longer present and gained confusion while losing time and focus.
Spirit Statement: I know being calm is present in the Now with attention on the now with focus.
You see when we are in our heads and out of our hearts we lay around dreaming up all kinds of crap that could happen that never ever, ever, ever, ever happen. So why waste the energy? Be present NOW!
