Dwayne and I were having dinner last night and I thought about how everyone is sick with this chest and sinus stuff lately. I realize that all are one, and if all is one then who is it that's really sick? I sat there thinking about it for a moment and realized that I was projecting!
Now, how can we be responsible for so many people being sick? Well if you are doing processing and are clearing up shadows from within then these shadows get more difficult to uncover. I mean come on, as long as you believe that there are other people sick out there but not you then you get to continue to separate yourself from them; and that my friend is how ego would love for you to see it.
So I thought for a moment how we could even begin to do this. Well, what I took was the example of my allergies. I know that allergies mean that someone is irritating you. Isn't that what allergies are, irritants?
I looked at a time when my father-in-law lived with me and I developed such bad sinus problems that I was higher power meds for months, which totally got my electrical system out of balance. Not one time did I think to look at what I was projecting on to my father-in-law.
Within two years of his death I am still left with my projections that need healing. But now because the FIL is no longer able to be the physical angel that he was (died in 06) I have to project that on to the next angel that would agree to play. When this person came into my life, again the sinus issues, the high power drugs, the electrical imbalances and more projecting and anger because this person wasn't going away. You see I thought to rid myself of my agony my father in law would have to die, which he did because it was his time, not because of anything else.
So as I sat there and thought about allergies and how I had projected my irritants out there in the world I was able to see which things I had denied of myself and shoved onto others. The ones that played the hardest were the ones that were connected on a soul level, like aspects of the same soul group.
I continued to do this work last night until I figured out what I was projecting onto everyone that was now ill in my life. Needless to say this was very liberating and I know without a doubt they will be recovering rather quickly.
But something else happened too. When I woke up this morning I, too, was feeling better. My head was clear. This then brought an idea to me, what if in the book "Messages from the Body", we took complete responsibility for the aliments, rather than thinking that someone did something to us?
As an experiment in how this would work let's look at dairy issues. In Michael's book he states, "unfit for human consumption." They are prone to have the experience that they are somehow "tainted" and unacceptable." It arises from early maternal ambivalence, overwhelm, unavailability or other events that had the effect of conveying that they are in some way "intolerable".
When I looked at thought I said, "Yes! See there's my proof that someone did something to me." But then I stopped and recognized what belief I had to hold in place and how that belief had to play out in order for me to continue the separation or the illusion. I have always felt I was alone and on my own in the world. I always felt rejected or a negative impact from my mother. But did my mother do anything to me at all? Absolutely not, it was my own projection.
Then the process beyond the messages from the body took place. It's way too long of a process to explain here but it's worth it. If you are still struggling in any relationship it doesn't necessary mean that you'll be sick but now you can project that illness onto others.
We are all one! To understand this allows us to heal our minds and allow our hearts to flourish and be the guide that it naturally is for all of us.
I will be speaking about this subject this Sunday at 10am. To learn more just visit us on the web at www.highermindlowermind.com/sundayservice.html.
It's very fitting for the beginning of the year to do some internal cleansing. If you still desire to hold on to your beliefs that anyone did anything to you and want to remain right in that illusion then forget Sunday's Call.
Belief Statement: As a tainted person I felt unaccepted and unloved. I thought I was a burden to my parents. I gained insecurity and anger while losing love.
Spirit Statement: I am love and accept God love with security in receiving love.
Enjoy, Velvete
