Many people ask me if I am afraid of the change that is occuring in my life from doing the 7 Step Process each day. Afraid? I was afraid when I was inspired to do the 40 day and 40 night spiritual journey, I was afraid when I started writing the book, and I scared too death when I was asked to do the 400 day blog each day. The changes that are occuring in my life were only fearful when I "thought" I wanted something different for myself.
The reality of it was and still is, the process is necessary for "ME" to align with the reality. The reality of what was always there instead of what I "thought" should be there.
There are people all over that claim they have this process and that process to clear people, but the truth is unless you practice that process on a daily basis you'll only get more of what you already had/have.
I have been able to use this process in all types of situations in my own life. Now, I know that this takes dedication and practice, but the veils are think to so many people.
I see that they are still very thick for those that try so hard to sell their coaching services. There is still so much to clear in themselves that they still see that others need this as well. This process has brought me to the realization that everyone is love and is in their own place and time for a reason. It's when others come and ask for assistance and seek change that they find us. It is only then that those that seek the help receive it openly. Until then we are only shoving another form of snake oil at them. Spiritual folks still needing to do anything are just doing more of what they are teaching against.
It's interesting because I've spent most of my life in doing, doing, doing. I always wanted to be one ahead of everyone else just so that I could feel some sort of control. However, all that doing only made me exhausted.
Now that I am just being, I'm busier then I've been in months. I have more energy. My creativity is a dailly practice. And my meditations are becoming more defined and clear. I'm up before my husbands alarm because I'm awake. I'm ready to start my day. Matter of fact,even when he's not here without an alarm I'm up before 6am. Why? Because I am just simply being awake. No questions, no regrets, no fighting it, just complete surrendering to BEING.
There are many that want the quick fix, they want that ah ha now. They are looking for that magic bullet that will take them away from their misery and move them into pure bliss. But that's what would cause fear! Absolute horror. Everyone says they want that awakening now, but I can assure you it's only because of your fear of what you are unable to see right now that keeps you from seeing it. No matter how beautiful it is if it is a huge change from what you have now you'll be frighten of it.
Think about all those people that win millions of dollars in the lottery every year, only to lose it all within a year or less. Not all are like this but many! Why? Because they are afraid. They only know what they know. They don't know how to "be" or do anything different.
That my friends is much like our spiritual lives. We just put a pretty little bow around it to sell it or package it as the Key to Salvation, or the way to liberation, better yet the means to and end. Who's end and what end is that?
There is no end, just continual change. When we have that right in our mind then we will welcome change and not be fearful. In my book "The Emotional Nature of Man and Spirit" the movie "Batman Returns" uses fear as a means for the people to kill each other. The people that were leading this take over had to do nothing but make people fearful and they would literally destroy each other. Fear keeps you fighting with yourself and others. It's always going to make you feel there is something to lose or gain from winning. But what if I told you there is no winner or loser. Would it change the way that you conducted business? Would your career change into something that you love to do more than betting your head against a wall trying to get people to believe you? Of course it would.
So you see it's only due to your own fear that is keeping you from the change, not anyone else.
Belief Statement: I didn't know how it was going to be to be alone all day. This made me feel kind of scared. I didn't understand how I was going to do anything on my own. I gained fear while losing peace.
Spirit Statement: I know how to be one now in love. I know being everything with one is love and peace.
Wow, I still get goose bumps from these processes. That's letting me know that I have just made a shift. It used to be that I would sit for hours crying, but as we become more clear the responses decrease. But this doesn't mean that we can now stop the processes. Actually we should continue with it because now the journey has been made easier.
Please enjoy!
Love, V