Dance with Children

My daughter renamed her blog and I thought how appropriate her new title is. It's important for us to connect with our inner child and dance. It's important for us to hear that inner child when it cries. If you haven't checked out her blog please do so by clicking the link provided above.

But what really hit me the most about this title and her blog today was how her children were yelling, screaming and wanting something differnt than what the moment was giving them. I am amazed of the mother that she is and what she wrote. But we've all been in her shoes. We've all wanted to yell back and to force our will onto something so tiny and small.

I didn't realize how important this blog was going to be today until I received a phone call from a friend. A friend telling me that he got a call today letting him know that I was no longer with a group.

I have been a part of many organization and anytime that I made a decision to leave they let me leave but always kept the door open. They would call to check on me, they would see how my studies were going, and they didn't feel they needed to tell the organization that I had left, I just wasn't there. So what? If anyone needed more information they were referred to speak to me directly. Why? Because the organization trusted that they were not the result of what happened but that it was something that was going on with me personally.

My heart goes out to this group for their message is good. But just like any group that is led by greed they will have their struggles. But you know what it's going to be fine. Any organization that is taking on Greed for America will come out doing just fine, what a load they will be carrying for themselves and everyone else. I'm not sure I could do that. I'm not sure I know enough about Greed even to speak about it other than what I see. Thank goodness for reflections, right?

Anyway, the heart of the matter is isn't about who it right or who is wrong. It has nothing to do with who's going to be getting a bigger share of the pie, because in the end we are all equal. But if you are struggling with your own sense of importanance, that's okay, God's right there beside you. He's always right there to let you know that you're not God.

I love it when people think that you have so much power that you can make their phone calls drop, cause you not to be heard, or completely whip out a whole conversation. But the reality of it is, no one is stronger than God. It is through God only that all things happen, for better or worse.

So I'll dance with children and be content in not knowing a damn thing in this world. I learn more about God through my children and grandchildren, my husband, my animals and my friends than I do any book. I love books, don't get me wrong. But Yeshua once said to me, "Velvete, put the books down and live a little. You're too wrapped up in studying rather than living." He was absolutely right. What knowledge was I trying to obtain that was going to bring me instant awakening. None, there is nothing on Earth at this time that is going to awakening anyone overnight.

Hell, half the people that claim they write something like that will tell you their not awake. Thank God for truth and honesty.

Today I was busy with my clients, listening to them. Then it hit me. I was keeping a place open in hopes that people would find me. I realized this was only for me. Then, as I'm having lunch, I hear this voice say, "Velvete, all we are asking is for you to be yourself and stay present. Let us do the rest." I inquired and heard that it would come from me that people would seek the light. I was told that people would just ask me what it is that I do.

I'm telling you, this might seem freaky but it's true. The next thing I knew a lady walked over to me and just started talking to me. I listened and showed interest, which I really did. I wasn't thinking in my head of what I wanted to say or do at that moment. I was one with this woman. Suddenly she said, "What do you do for a living and do you have a card?" I had cards, LOL!!!!!!

I realized at that moment that I had built myself of not letting people in. I was hiding my light. And there it is, it's just that easy. Get out of the house, get out of the office, get out of it all. Because there is no out there out there but when you are afraid of being out there then you lose being in here.

It will make sense, just let it sink in.

I come to you completely ignorant. I have blamed others for being stupid, being ignorant and desiring to live in darkness....all along it was only me that was living in all of these states of being. Thank you God, for the gift of the 7-Steps and the ability to see what it is that I am thinking into reality.

Love, Velvete