I was awake early this morning and told my husband bye and have a good day. Most of the time I'm asleep when he leaves. But recently I find that I wake up in time to say good morning and then fall back asleep. It's at that moment of sleep that my dreams are vivid and alive and they are the ones I remember the most.
This morning I fell back to sleep with only a few minutes to leave for my class. Funny how that has happened to me every Wednesday since I've started that class. I think it's because Wednesdays I'm suppose to be off and my body is saying, "No, you don't work today." LOL.
While on my way in to work everything appeared so clear, clean and crisp. I really can't findwords to describe how I felt as I witnessed this. When I got to work I wanted so badly to clean my porch, water my planets and do a little house keeping. Then after class I was able to get back to coming home, but again the trees and signs all appeared to just be popping out at me.
I realized at that moment I was experiencing truly being "in the now". There was nothing else in the world, there was no suffering, no pain, no excused, just the breeze, the sun, and the images that were appearing before me and the feeling within me. At that moment I felt so connected to everything and everyone. Illuminated? Maybe! The feeling is still with me.
The voice from within said, "Now when you stay within "MY" heart you are able to experience those moments of connection all the time. You can drive in your heart, you can eat in your heart, you can now see in your heart." I realized that I have chosen times to be within the heart of God that I was able to speak words of wisdom, peace, love and light. God was letting me know that I have always chosen to be within, I just thought I was doing my own thing. But that's okay!
Does our world cease to exist because we are now in the now? NOPE, hold on for the ride because now we get to embrace love.
Belief Statement: I experienced beauty and love at a higher level today and this felt beautiful. I know that all or of God's love. I gain confidence and lose nothing.
Spirit Statement: I am beauty and love at a higher level of beauty and know God's love with confidence in everything.