? day of 400, "Higher Level of Awareness"

I've put a ? mark because I really don't know what day this is because I've been on vacation and now in Austin with a conference. I'll be sure to catch everyone up later on the days. But for now I'm sitting here with clarity of where I am in my level of awareness. After vacation I went home, slept, repacked and then left to attend the Austin Qigong conference. Please read all the way to the end to discover what I learned.

Through this experience I realized that I am getting closer to pure consciousness. Feeling the energy and understanding that we are all one with pure energy. Not that I have not known this but this time I got to truly experience it. The experience helped me to take ownership of the reality of it all.

My ability to sustain love, abundance, awareness and alignment is becoming more and more awakened within my reality. It was always the reality anyway, but I wasn't able to see it. As we awaken we now see the things that were hidden behind the veils. Our mind becomes whole with heart.

Belief Statement: It's interesting to see myself in so many people and this feels confusing at times. But I understand that to truly heal that I must be willing to address all aspects of myself. I gain awareness and lose patience at times.

Spirit Statement: I know to see myself confident in knowing wholeness in all aspects of self is awareness now.

It can be difficult to welcome those unwanted aspects of ourselves. These unwelcoming aspects look like attacks, criticism, judgement, defeat, doubt, and more. But when we see the shadow side of ourselves for what it truly is, a blessing, then we are able to sustain a level of awareness that gives us strength to continue on our path to enlightenment. Everything around us is a sign and/or symbol from God to let us know our union with Source. Since there is really only One of us anyway, we begin to see that these things are us. The things outside of us are also the things inside of us. Many find this hard to swallow, but true healing will only come when we are able to recognize our abundant nature through others first. Once this is complete then we will truly speak from the heart and heal our own mind.

Each day my waking world communicates with me God's love. I used to get upset at a verse in the bible I think it's Romans 2:5 where we are all sinners and through the blood of Christ we are saved. During the conference there was a lady that sat in front of me with that on her shirt and I felt complete love and peace. I truly understood what that verse meant now. I felt it with all of my being and it is what I had blogged about just a week before. That my blood was changing, my DNA was now shifting to support me in my new level of vibration and awareness. I felt that God him/herself was sitting right in front of me saying, "See I told you you would understand this one day."

But why did I resist that verse to begin with. I thought of so many reasons to hate that verse and the Bible. But now what has happened is I am becoming the living word. I say I am becoming the living word. I still have things to process and to understand before the whole awakening occurs, with this said.... I know that this too will be in God's time not mine. So I surrender to knowing anything and accept that I am ignorant to what is going on with me, for it is through my ability to surrender knowing, and my ability to become humble that God is able to shine forth.

I've gotten a lot from this conference. I get a lot from my life everyday anyway. We all are doing it. We are all peace, love, light and even darkness, force and fear. If it were not for me playing the dark part I would never see my light. It's only when I stop resisting the shadow and thinking it is bad for me that I become truly liberated. I am that I am. I am love. You are love. It's okay if you don't feel like it today, sometimes I don't either. But just trust yourself in knowing that God is guiding you. And if you don't like the word God that's okay....I used to not also. But judgements are becoming less and less for me as I see the miracle in the symbols of life.

Enjoy,
Dr. V