Day 182 of 400 "Victim"

After writing the blog yesterday I knew I would be tested and challenged. And no one does this to me but my higher and lower selves. So ego steps in and says, "So you think you can manifest your reality? You think that you are going to get rid of me enough to enjoy this experience?" But the higher self stays quiet. There is nothing said, but you can feel it. One feels security, comfort and ease.

It happens! A moment to speak my truth about what is good for me and releasing something that was not aligned to my purpose or the overall good for people. As soon as I needed to let this person go the usually response occurred, "Well, can I at least stay through out the week? I really need the money". And there it was, ego trying to make me feel bad about my decision. I was falling into victim mode and I recognized it right away and said, "No".

Many of you would be wondering how I would be the victim in this situation and that I was clearly heartless. Well, it's easy!!! If I had allowed someone to continue to work for me that I knew was not good for me; I would have been asking for all types of situations to occur that would have left me blaming him for all the bad or wrong that would have taken place up here. Someone to blame! I took responsibility for my own awareness and alignment and freed myself of being a victim by freeing someone else being the sacrifice for me. YOU SEE?

LOL...it's kind of funny isn't it? We do it to ourselves each and everyday. We lure people into our traps and then we sacrifice them by making them appear to be the bad person. We must be very good stewards of our time and energy to ensure that when we get clear signals, that something isn't going to work out, to just cut it off.

So ego played with me some more after that decision and said, "Now look at what you've done, you've got clients this afternoon and no one to watch the store. Look at all the money you will be losing. Look at how busy you are tomorrow. I told you were stupid for making that choice." I stood strong against it and knew with all of my heart that I did the right thing. I stood there and said, "No, I followed my heart and I know that all works out for the benefit of all involved. I've done nothing to anyone except wake myself up. So be gone with you."

I called a friend to explain what had happened and I told her that the Universe would provide for us by giving us direction in what to do next. Shortly after our conversation, this adorable couple came in. The husband is a massage therapist and needed some cream for a few clients that he had coming up. We really don't sell that type of lotion so I gave him some of mine. As we were talking, (I was listening) I could hear a higher purpose here. We talked about marketing and building business and then just before they were about to leave the wife asked if I was hiring.

I had to laugh. I mean the Universe is so clear. It's only us that muddles things up. We are the only ones that get in the way of a perfect order. I used all of my senses to understand more of what the universe wanted and needed and I said yes. She actually starts today.

So the ego was a little upset and tried to get me fired up about not having anyone to work the store for me while doing my last massage. My client said to me, "You know we don't have to do this right now, I don't want you to have to close your store front." I assured this wonderful man that everything was fine and that I was present for him right now and I wanted him to fully benefit from the service I was about to provide for him; and for him not to worry about the store.

It was my release and trust that allowed no one to come into the store. God knew that I needed to be there for that man and the ego wanted me NOT there in mind, body and spirit. When we release the need for control and allow things to be our lives just click.

Will I be rewarded for a good job? Why even ask that question? To ask that question still imparts doubt that all is in perfect order and Divinely designed. But if you want to look for a reward it is within me. I spoke my truth and the Universe spoke its truth. And there you go, manifestation!

When I tell people that I have a way to free them of some of their energy blocks that keep them from experiencing true manifestation they get all up in their head. They have said and thought the following: What makes her think she has anything that would benefit me? What makes her think that her life is so perfect that she can teach someone like me, who's been doing this for years? What makes her think that she is right about what she's doing? Folks, if you've learned anything from this blog you realize this is only the ego keeping you from true liberation.

This information can be used with weight loss, money, family....any of those things. We currently have a book out that talks about how the language can alter our lives, and we just created a new product and book. The product is called "Star Power", and the e-book is titled "The Star Within". This is the beginning of the liberation and support needed to manifest your true being.

Let's move on with the Belief and Relief statements today. They are called Relief statements in the new book because they bring such a relief to the indivdual energetically.

Belief Statement: I was confused when things were not going according to my plan and this made me frustrated. I knew I was resisting something because things were not working out. I gained awareness, while losing focus.

Relief Statement: I am confident of the plan in peace. I know I welcome everything and trust the creation with awareness and focus.

Again, this is talking about how important being aware and focused really is. With out focus and awareness we slip back into time and it becomes a struggle. So welcome your day and allow the divine plan just to unfold for you. Don't resist by saying this isn't how I "intended" but rather give gratitude that the plan is bettter then you could have ever thought of. Give yourself time and space to clear the clutter of what you "thought" you created and allow the undoing to occur. Trust me, that reality is so much more beautiful and full of life. And truly, I tell my clients this, "You're more afraid to live than to die."

Die= Decide in Everything

Love, V