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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Day 130 of 400 "Power"

Upon arriving to work yesterday morning, Monday...I felt kind of funny as I stepped through the door. I felt like this energy was just leaving my body. Then I realized I was in the dark. The lights were out. When something like that happens the first thing we "all" try to do is blame someone for why this has happened. I thought about this for a second and then gave thanks for the situation. I knew with all of my being that Source was trying to let me know more. But what?

As I tried to get myself together and contact the power company I started panicing a bit because I knew my first client would be arriving soon and I had a brand new employee starting today. I had no phone to beable to contact anyone except via cell. That's one of the problems with the phones we have now, it's hard to get one that hooks up with just a cord now days. LOL

Anyway, I was sitting there after calling the light company and learning they were sending someone right out trying to process all of this. Then my client showed up. We did the massage in the dark but it was all good for everyone. Then my new employee didn't show up until almost 35 minutes late. Thank goodness my good friend was coming to help me out with all of this. If anything just to keep me grounded as I fell apart, but I didn't fall apart.

As soon as I gave my client her glasses that she lost while in the dark, which were on the floor just inches from her stepping on them, the lights came back on. Thank goodness the light company arrived quickly like they promised.

The day was too hectic for me to try and figure all of that out while at the store/clinic, but later that night I processed it and what a message I got. I was processing that my lights were out, my husband reminded me that it was more than that, it was power.

I sat in aw....how could I have missed that. Then he said, "The glasses meant focused". Again, I was sitting there with my mouth open knowing he was speaking the truth. My husband doesn't speak much but when he does it's usually pretty important. LOL

After I completed the process I realized that at work I give my power over to others to handle what I have created and ask them to deal with it. I lose focus of my energy and my goals when I do this. So then we went to the fairy cards....and OMG....it said the same thing.

Basically it was speaking to me about understanding what it is I wanted to create and to realize that it is my own power that can and does block me.

Funny....I kept telling everyone that I felt blocked. Well, there you go...I was doing it all myself.

My card this morning during meditation reinterated the message and said that each and everyday is a new beginning of joy and happiness. That the root to all life is simply JOY!

So enjoy the process that I did yesterday and I hope you are willing, ready and able to apply all of the deeper symbols around you into your life as well.

Belief Statement: At work my lights went out and this makes me feel confused. I don't understand how this could happen and I'm gaining frustration, worry, and wonderment while losing focus and security.

Spirit Statement: I am powerful at work and this is power is focused. I know this happens when I am calm, confident, and knowing in my focus and security.

Enjoy!
Love, V