As I try to get done the work that I have planned for myself today; which has been put off for a few weeks now, I'm feeling rushed and pushed. As nice as it was for hubby to fix me breakfast this morning and attempt to bring it to me in my office as I worked, I just could not appreciate it. Why? Because I wanted to finally catch up on all the details in my life and work. I have laundry that needs to be finished, some corrections on my Phase 3 book, a blog to maintain and a cat that wants to play with me....all while my husbands sits and watches tv. How are you able to do that? How are people able just to veg out when there is so much going on in the world that needs reviewing, ideas, creativity, meditation and more?
I'm not sure if I'll ever be wired to where I can just sit back an "allow" things to just be. I feel that we are also in this world to learn what it is that we do want. Sitting in front of the TV only allows for more imbalances and confusion and lack of interaction.
So for those of you that feel rushed here's a statement for us all.
Belief: I feel rushed to do what everyone else wants me to be, do and have and this makes me anxious and lonely. I don't get how they can just sit around while there is so much to do. I'm gaining frustration while losing my cool.
Spirit: I am calm in everything that I do and am and this feels peaceful and completely. I am movement in everthing I am with peace and cool.