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Sunday, February 14, 2010

Day 59 of 400 "Illness"

Illness is nothing more then an imbalance or stress that has occured on or to the body. The body is here for us to have the ability to "FEEL" our world. But when we lose contact with the higher part of ourselves, our spirit, then we become caught within a matrix of illusional reality.

Disease actually means a lack of ease. The FDA has it within their laws that no disease can be cured. That's right, they have it in there. And of course no "disease" can be cured because it's not really happening in the first place, the imbalance is occuring. The FDA is actually promoting this idea and no one is getting it. They see that as long as an individual maintains their status quo then the RX only helps to elliviate pain or illness temporarily, but if the imbalance that caused the disease to begin with is not released spiritually then it can/ and usually does come back.

So what about all the people that say they are cured of this or that, most of the time they've had a "come to Jesus" meeting and have either changed the way they think, act, or eat. All of which can bring us back into balance.

Today is Valentine's Day and after reading my facebook and seeing one relative be the drama queen of pain and suffering, saying that innocent people are dying, and then talking to a sister that has 2 ill twins I found myself getting upset, anxious, and angry. I found myself getting upset because they are only looking at things through their physical eyes and not their spiritual eyes. But then my sister said this, it's profound and I teach this all the time, but she said, "We all have our own choices to make in life. I choose to allow the doctors to let me know what I need to do, and you choose to see life differently. My way is not right or wrong but my choice." She was and is absolutely right.....and if I believe this is all an illusion of the mind anyway why would I be so upset about someone not looking at it differently? This....the duality of the ego is very present. It is trying to make me see that there is something wrong with the way they have chosen to live their lives. There is nothing wrong with them, they can experience anything they want and will make it through it all just fine. The duration of our lives are already set by these choices made prior to our arrival here on earth.

It's interesting to me that everyone thinks someone is noble and fearless when they allow doctors to replace every single organ in their body only to live a life full of tubes. But the person that has chosen to not experience this is not honorable or of value and people say how stupid this person was not to go to the doctor. I guess in life we will have both sides of this because as long as we are human there is duality. It's almost like a necessity to keep things interesting. Not sure but I'm sure I'll discover what that's all about soon. In the meantime, we need to allow each person to live their lives according to their own plan.

But the real issue for me is to figure out why I am reflecting this into my own life right now. I have a very dear friend who's husband basically has no means to eat, poop, or pee on his own and spends his days in bed, a father that has no ability to walk on his own and lives with resentment and anger, a sister with MS, and now my nephews have MD. All after I realized I don't heal anyone but help them to feel better. So how do I do that? By asking myself this question I realized it is by being compassionate to their choice in life. That it is my test of my belief that everyone is okay. Of course they are okay, it is only their body that is experiencing this, their spirits are perfect. So here goes the process.

Ego: Everyone around me appears to be sick or have a serious disease and this is making me angry and sad. I don't understand why they are not willing to turn to their spirits for relief. I'm gaining frustration while losing patience.

Spirit: I am health and wellness with ease in my life and this is happy and joyful. I know spirit is steady in peace and flow.

I know that when people around me are reflecting this much illness that I must also look within the deeper meaning of each of the diseases. So below I took the disease and its symbolism and turned it all over to spirit, which is the opposite of what we hear and/or see. This gives me my positive message spirit is giving me and now I can reflect on that.

MD- I am able to move freely in life and enjoy the benefits of awareness and focus on my desires.
MS- I am happy for the experiences in my life and I am joyful.
Diabeties- Everything in life is sweet and for my pleasure.
Kidney failure- I succeed in everything I do.
Feeding tube b/c of throat, not being able to swallow- I take my time and pay attention to the process of life.
Blind- I share my wisdom with others.
Right Ankle- Everything I do is for my experience, no one is doing anything to me.
Choking- I share information gently with others.


After doing this process I began to feel calm. And realized that each and everyone of us is here for the other to give back a message from within. So I thank all of these people that have taken on this much crap to reflect back to me my own imbalances. My life is enriched by allowing myself to see these reflections and how I can better improve my own life.

Enjoy! Happy Valentine's Day
V