Day 4 of 400

As I've stated before, and will re-state here, that the 7-Steps is not designed to make your life all rosy and cheerful 24 seven. But rather to allow you to enjoy what you created by allowing you a deeper understanding that it's "ALL" for your benefit and growth. It's okay to have those ups and downs, that's what life is all about. It's when you are constantly down that you are allowing a lower vibration and energy to conduct your life and well-being.

When our vibrational being is high we are better able to experience health and wellness. When it is low we experience dis-ease and ill health and all kinds of emotional lows. My kitten jumps on my back as I type out these words, like he's inspecting everything to make sure it's correct. LOL Animals love higher frequencies.

So with allllllll of this said let me update how yesterday went. It went smooth and without a clitch. That is until we got home and my husband lost one of the kittens in our laundry room. At first I just wanted to find the little guy to make sure he didn't accidently shove him into the dryer or washer. We have front loaders.

Then panic started coming up within me and I became angry because how do you lose a kitten in such a small space. Husband said, "Oh, he's okay he's around here somewhere." And basically was going to give up looking for him. Then that's when I got really mad. I got mad because I thought how could you give up, you can't give up. What if he's scared? What if he fell in a hole somewhere? What if, What if, What if!

We found the little fella climbing out behind the freezer in the laundry room as if nothing had happened at all. And to him he was just on this great big adventure. He knew he was safe, they have no fear....well except for the vaccum cleaner. LOL

So this morning as I was trying to decide what to process that's when the kitten jumped on my back this morning, so I thought I better look at this with a process, especially since I told hubby we were going to get a divorce over kittens. I was that upset. LOL

So here's what is really going on:

That during this spiritual journey I feel overwhelmed by being all alone here in this space. That I felt I was released into this great big world and now felt scared.

The kitten allowed me to see that I believe I am lost in this great big world and fearful of so much space and time. But here's the deal. There is always this inncer light that shines. Just by allowing the little light within our heart center to open up brings the innocense out in you. The kitten would have come out of his hiding place if a light was given to him to chase. The light is always there to show us the way.

So the process for today:

I am innocent and feel love while in this space with calm and peace.

Today I will experience calm and peace while my space expands around me. This will allow more opportunities for experiences and riches in my life. I'll be sure to update you tomorrow on how that goes.

Love, v